Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Lead us not into Temptation (Mid-week Message)

 
 
Lead us not into Temptation
Fr. Tony’s Mid-week Message
September 30, 2015
 
“Prove me, O Lord, and try me;
    test my heart and mind.
For your steadfast love is before my eyes,
    and I walk in faithfulness to you. (Psalm 26:2-3)
 
“Do not bring us to the time of trial, and deliver us from the evil one” (Matthew 6:14)
 
 
The Psalmist asks God to test and try him so that God may know that he is just as innocent as he himself believes.  The Psalmist thus shows a certain confidence, rooted in his faith in God’s “steadfast love.”    Trust in God’s mercy and belief that you have really tried to do the right thing is not all that bad.  Perhaps we all need to be willing to have God try us if that is at the heart of it.   Unfortunately, if you go on in the Psalm, you see that the Psalmist is finding his sense of confidence by comparing himself to others whom he finds definitely more wicked than he is.
 
In contrast, Jesus in the “Our Father” prayer asks that God not put us to the test (traditional language: “lead us not into temptation”).   This shows, perhaps, a little more self-awareness than the Psalmist’s.  God’s love and mercy may be steadfast, but our own ability to mess things up, even with the best of intentions, also seems just as steadfast.
 
I have to admit it: I’m with Jesus here.  Not because I suffer from any morbid sense of guilt or unworthiness, but because, with Jesus, I know my own limitations and believe that “today’s trouble is enough for today” (Matthew 6:34).    I will have plenty of testings and trials without asking God for any additional ones, thank you very much. 
 
Grace and Peace,
Fr. Tony+
 

Sunday, September 27, 2015

Fire and Salt (Proper 21B)

 


Fire and Salt
27 September 2015
Proper 21B
Homily preached at Trinity Episcopal Church
Ashland, Oregon
The Rev. Fr. Tony Hutchinson, Ph.D, SCP
8:00 a.m. spoken Mass, 10:00 a.m. Sung Mass
God, take away our hearts of stone, and give us hearts of flesh. Amen

Yikes!  “Hack off your foot, poke out your eye, chop off your hand—if any of these cause you to stumble!”  How in the world to preach this saying of Jesus?  It is not only harsh—insanely so!—but doesn’t even make sense.  If your hand makes you stumble, maybe you should shorten your arm, not cut off the hand!.  Of course, stumble here is simply a metaphor for moral failing, for sin.    But even as a metaphor, this is one of most macabre “hard sayings” of Jesus.   The image is so grotesque that Matthew (18:8-9), who normally follows Mark when he uses his material, reduces Mark's seven verses to two, while gentle Saint Luke omits it altogether (17:1-4).

Taken literally, this saying actually led third century Church father Origen to cut off body parts that had gotten in the way of his efforts at chastity.  As a result, Origen—one of the age’s best preachers and scholars of scripture—was never named a saint or a doctor of the Church. In fact, one of the first canons of the Council of Nicaea was to ban such self-mutilators from the priesthood.

The saying thus is not an announcement of divine law, but a vivid and sarcastic reply to the disciples’ complaint that starts the reading: “Jesus, look at that guy there!  He is not one of us, but he uses your name to heal people. We told him to stop but he won’t. You make him stop.”

They have just failed to drive out an evil spirit from a boy afflicted since childhood (Mark 9: 14-28) and this interloper seems to be succeeding just fine.  They want to be sole proprietors of Jesus’ franchise, to defend their market niche and brand integrity.

Jesus replies, “Don't stop him. Just using my name might bring him closer to the kingdom. Whoever is not against us is for us.”



Clearly, not all of Jesus’ followers agreed.  The oral tradition turned the saying into its opposite “whoever is not with me is against me,” and this twisted form of the saying shows up in both Matthew (12:30) and Luke (Luke 9:49-50; but cf. 11:23).

The historical Jesus was more welcoming and inclusive, less controlling and hierarchical than his followers.    “Punish that competitor!” they say. He replies, the strange exorcist is actually on their team!  Even a simple kindness like giving someone a sip of water advances the kingdom. And petty nastiness, sticking out your leg to trip up any of Jesus’ “little ones” will lead to worse things than being drowned in the ocean.  This as a warning to keep Jesus’ own over-zealous followers from running roughshod over people like the unnamed healer.

My son Charlie, when he was in 8th grade and suffering all the slights and insults an insular and clique-ridden group of American middle schoolers could dish out to a stranger who had grown up in China and Africa, hung a poster in his room given to him by an older sibling.  It declared, simply, “Mean People Suck.” 

That’s what Jesus is saying here.  “Mean people suck.  Especially when they’re mean in my name.  That strange healer is one of my little ones whether you like it or not, whether he recognizes it or not.  And doing harm to him is worse that being drowned in the ocean.  You want me to stop him, to control him, cut him off?  Well if it’s cutting off you want, you should start cutting off your own body parts.”  Elsewhere he says it less gruesomely, but still in vivid, grotesque imagery:  “If you see a speck in someone’s eye, don’t try to remove it until you have removed the log stuck into your own eye!”   If your want to give someone hellfire and punishment, think about what you just might be attracting for yourself by so doing!”  “Judge not, lest you yourself be judged.” 

Jesus concludes, “Everyone will be salted with fire.”  The two great means in the ancient world of purification and preservation, salt and fire, are going to be the lot of us all.  How to be saved from suffering in that fire or drying up by that salt? You yourself must be salt for the world, leaven for the loaf, light in darkness. “Have salt in yourselves, by being at peace with one another.”

He is saying,   We need to live in peace with each other, and not constantly go about seeking the punishment or correction of others.  Purification is a serious business, getting rid of faults is too. The only way we can do it without being destroyed by it is by gently caring for others.  Be a light, not a judge.

For Jesus, God is not a mere tribal deity, not a petty partisan. God makes the sun rise on and sends the clouds to rain on both the righteous and the wicked (Matt. 5:45). He is Israel’s God, to be sure, but only so that Israel can be a city on a hill, a light on a candlestick, salt to give flavor to and preserve the world (Matt. 5:14-16).   God is not just for Jews, not just for Jesus’ authorized franchise-holders, but for all.   Because we are all in God’s hand, we must accept diversity.

That ultimately is what the parable of the wheat and the weeds is all about—don’t worry about which plants are good or bad, because if you pull up the bad you’ll surely kill good ones as well. Wait until the harvest comes, and God will sort it out (Matt. 13: 24-30). 

It is also what the Hebrew scripture is about:  Moses’ deputies come to him and ask him to silence the two commoners prophesying in the camp.  They do not know that the two were part of the 70 chosen to have God’s spirit but who failed to show up to meeting.  “Silence them?” replies Moses, “Oh I wish that all of the people were prophets like these two!” 

Jesus urges solidarity among all God’s creatures. That’s why even unbelievers’ offers of glasses of water build the Kingdom. That’s why Jesus here says the strange exorcist is one of his own “little ones” in need of protection from being tripped up. 

Living peace doesn’t mean making nice, papering over evil, or thickening our conscience with an amoral detachment. Ask any marriage or family counselor, any labor mediator, or any mediator or negotiator in international or inter-ethnic conflict. They’ll all tell you that truly seeking peace is not easy, and not harmonious. It is not a false “let’s all just get along.”  It is about honestly addressing real problems.  It is about doing so in a spirit of shared endeavor, of mutual effort to let shared desires and aspirations force us to listen carefully to the other party.

I think one of the reasons that the Bishop of Rome’s visit to the United States this week was so powerful, why it spoke to many who have not listened to anything from the Pope in years, is this:  Francis is a gentle soul, who leads by example.  His words have special power because he tries to model them in his life.  And he is careful not to assault or berate those who may have differing views.   I think he would understand Charlie’s poster: “Mean people suck.”   Note the four Americans he held up before Congress as the leading spiritual lights of the American Experience:  Lincoln, Dorothy Day, Thomas Merton, and Martin Luther King Jr.  All were stalwart lights who did not shy away from honest difference and controversy in proclaiming the truth, but all were careful to not condemn and demonize others, even those who persecuted them.  They too, modeled their message, and were prophets running within the camp.  

Jesus calls us to be good yeast leavening, bright fires enlightening, and tasty salt enriching and preserving, the world.  He calls us to be prophets running through the camp alight with the flame of God’s word.  He does not call us to demonize, exclude, judge, or ostracize.

God alone will bring this world right. We all will be rubbed through and through with God’s salt. We all will be put through God’s fire. And because of this, we must live humbly and simply, praying for each other, including our enemies, and seek to help each other, work for justice, and live in peace.

In the name of God, Amen

Wednesday, September 23, 2015

Retirement for Racing Rats

 
 

Retirement for Racing Rats
Fr. Tony’s Mid-week Message
September 23, 2015

Sports writer Tom Boswell said the following about a powerhouse of the NFL, “John Riggins discovered retirement is often a special hell for overachievers. As they’re suffering for success, it seems like an oasis in a desert of demands and sacrifices. But, for many, when they get there, the cool refreshing water is an illusion. They long for the rat race. And especially the company of their fellow rodents.”

We have a lot of retired people in our parish.  Some are happy in retirement; others no so much.  The difference may seem to lie in one’s ability to find appropriately paced and challenging things to fill the days.  Service projects, volunteering, OLLI classes, Tudor Guild, exercise and hiking, part-time employment—all seem to work in this regard.  But frenzied activity in retirement can itself lead to burnout and exhaustion.

The real difference between happiness and stress in retirement, I think, lies in one’s ability to experience thankfulness and gratitude, and learn to change the habits of the heart we developed when we are pursuing the rat race.   Multi-tasking may have been helpful then, but now it largely contributes to distraction and destroys intentionality and being in the moment.  Concern about money, income, and status might have defined boundaries and provided motivation in the race, but now keeps us from human connections and a relatively worry-free life.  Letting family and friends take second place to “work” may have helped advance us in the rat race; it only leads to loneliness in retirement.  

 In all of this, we need to learn to go easy on ourselves, cut ourselves and others some slack, and slow down.  I think all of us would be happier if we did so.  

Grace and Peace,  Fr. Tony+

Tuesday, September 15, 2015

Cyprian of Carthage (Mid-week)

 

Cyprian of Carthage
Fr. Tony’s Mid-week Message
September 15, 2015

Today is the feast day of Cyprian of Carthage, bishop and martyr, who died in A.D. 258.   A kindly and gentle soul, he was raised as a Roman pagan in North Africa, converted to Christianity in 246, and two years later was chosen bishop of Carthage, in large part because of his public speaking skills.  He lived through the Empire-wide persecution of Christians under the Emperor Decius by going underground.  Stalwarts severely criticized him for not standing up for his faith publicly and dying as a martyr.  But throughout the persecution, he wrote letters of encouragement and counsel to all his diocese, and this largely kept the church together.  Once the campaign of harassment was ended, Cyprian came out of hiding only to have to deal with a major argument in the church: the same stalwarts criticized those who had publicly lapsed during the persecution, not wanting them to be allowed to come back into the church.  They were not worthy to be Christians, they said.  Cyprian argued that the lapsed should be met with compassion and wisdom, and that rather than excluding them forever, the church should welcome them back.  An appropriate (and generally brief) time of penance might help them and their critics recognize the rightness of this.  Where rigorists like Novatian (and later Donatus) argued that worthiness was a prerequisite for Church membership and for the sacraments to be valid, Cyprian argued that it was God’s worthiness that was at issue, not that of congregants or priests, and that mercy was the way to follow Jesus in treating those who had strayed.   In a second great persecution, under the Emperor Valerian, Cyprian was placed under house arrest and then beheaded, something that must have pleased his rigorist critics. 

Cyprian’s writings are important because they establish at a very early date doctrines and practices that were to become the mainstream in later Christian faith.  He calls the Eucharist a “sacrifice,” and says that the priest acts in the place of Christ, repeating his words and imitating his actions, at the altar.  Cyprian argues that blessing things is not intended to fix implicit unholiness or cursing. He notes that the Lord’s Prayer line “hallowed be thy name” does not mean that God’s name is not holy and needs to be made so, but rather that in admitting and confessing God’s holiness, we come to share in it.   He also stresses the importance of bishops in keeping the Church faithful to its mission and past.  Those who dislike the institutional church might consider his words: “Without accepting the Church as your Mother, it is hard to accept God as your Father.”   The parents he thus describes are gentle and kind, not domestic tyrants. 

Grace and Peace,  Fr. Tony+

Sunday, September 13, 2015

Blessing of the Backpacks



Blessing of the Backpacks
Prayer for Re-entry into School 
September 13, 2015 

Lord Jesus Christ, as a boy, you studied and learned, and astounded your teachers in the Temple.   

Bless these school materials and the backpacks to carry them.  Help them be for these students symbols of the wonders of the world they are to learn about.   

Bless these students with sharp minds, good memories, and industrious habits, and help them do their best in their studies and their common life with their fellow students and teachers.   

Protect them from laziness, distraction, and bullying or being bullied.    

Keep alive their joy in your creation, and make them prosper in all their good undertakings. 

In your gracious name we pray,  AMEN.

Not a Superhero (Children's mass Proper 19B)



Not a Superhero
13 September 2015
Proper 19B
Children’s Homily preached at Trinity Episcopal Church
Ashland, Oregon
10:00 a.m. Sung Children’s Mass
The Rev. Fr. Tony Hutchinson, SCP, Ph.D.

What happened in the story today with Jesus and Peter? 

Why do you think Peter wanted to tell Jesus that he could conquer the Romans?  

Why was Jesus so upset with Peter? 

I wonder if we like to think that God will make things easy for us. 

Was Jesus a superhero?  Why or why not? 

The Reading that Joanna did from the Old Testament—why does the speaker say that bullies will beat him up and pull out his beard? 

Does God love us, even when things are hard? 

Let’s say there are mean people or bullies at school.  Does God still care for us?  How are ways God can help us?  Who can we ask for help?  Will things be exactly how we want?  I wonder why Jesus taught us to thank God even when things are bad. 

Look at all the crosses in this church.  Why do we make the cross a symbol of our faith?  Because it’s “hoorah for Jesus’ death?”  No.  Did Jesus pray to be saved from the cross?  And then what happened?  Did he accept what happened, and still trust God?  Isn’t the cross a symbol that we must accept the painful things we have to go through, just like Jesus, but still love God? 

Here’s a little prayer that I know that helps when times are rough: 
Dear Jesus, you suffered on a cross but kept your love and trust for God.  Help me to see the good things in my life.  Please help me to have a happier time and do what I can to make things better.  And make me patient for the things that I cannot change.   Amen. 

Clueless (Proper 19B)




Clueless
13 September 2015
Proper 19B
Homily preached at Trinity Episcopal Church
Ashland, Oregon
8:00 a.m. Spoken Mass
The Rev. Fr. Tony Hutchinson, SCP, Ph.D.

God, take away our hearts of stone, and give us hearts of flesh. Amen

You have to feel sorry for Peter in today’s Gospel reading.  He, first of every one of Jesus’ followers, confesses that Jesus is the Messiah.  Jesus says that’s key, the rock upon which the faith will be built. But then he redefines “Messiah.”   People were hoping for an ideal king of the future, one who would set Israel free from its foreign pagan occupiers, who would set things right in the world and go forth conquering the wicked.   “No, that’s not it,” says Jesus.  “I am going to go to Jerusalem with my message of God’s kingdom coming right here right now.  The rulers just won’t stand for it.  I suspect they’re going to torture me and kill me.  But even if that happens, God will take care of me.”

Peter thinks Jesus has given up too easily.  He tries to give Jesus a pep talk”  “You just might end up overcoming those bad guys!  Have some faith, Jesus!”  And in reply, Jesus says “Get out of my way, Satan! Did you hear what I said?  You are clueless, Peter, so back off!” 

Clueless.  When I worked at the State Department, one of the worst insults you could throw someone’s way was “you just don’t get it!”  What is key, what is important, you are overlooking.  Clueless. 

We are just like Peter here, though.  He believed that faith meant trusting God and hoping against hope that God would care for us.   God’s Messiah would fix what’s wrong with the world, because God has promised to punish the wicked and reward the righteous. 

That’s how we tend to think about God and Jesus:  we think that God will intervene and fix our problems if we are faithful and pray.  We think that Jesus must have superpowers:  he turned water to wine, after all, and stilled the storm, healed the sick, and even raised the dead.  He must be able to do such things for us when we ask. 

But Jesus doesn’t buy this view.  “Peter, you’re clueless.”  “Tony, you’re clueless.” “FILL IN THE BLANK, you’re clueless.” 

For Jesus, happiness is present where we least expect it:  blessed are the poor, blessed are those who are starving, those devasted by a loved one’s death, the oppressed of the earth.   And this is not because God is going to intervene, change the way the world is, and set up his kingdom at some time in the future.  Jesus says, “the kingdom is already among you.”  It is like a seed growing secretly, one single tiny mustard seed that ends up a huge messy weed with lots shade for the birds.   It is like a little bit of yeast, raising a huge amount of bread dough.   

For Jesus, God’s care and love is already implicit in the messed up world we live in.  Right living may threaten the powerful and bring suffering, even death.  But that’s O.K.  God is caring and will care for us despite it all.  But that does not mean we know how God will care for us. 

Clueless: being dissatisfied with the way God cares for us.  Expecting that God will be like some wacky great uncle, and do our bidding for the asking. 

Clueless:  not recognizing that God is beneath and behind all, and is driving all things, despite suffering, to a happy ending that we cannot imagine. 

Clueless:  thinking that God must behave thus and so, and being hurt when that does not happen. 

One of the great things I have learned from Elena and her illness is this: if you are to have a chance at joy in life, you must never regret loss and what you are unable to do.  You must instead focus on the joy of what you are able to do.   Living in the present moment and being thankful, not regretting things lost from the past or fearing loss in the future, that is where joy lies.

You must embrace the unbearable while wholly trusting God’s care, says Jesus.  Get out of my way, and stop trying to make me lose vision of God’s present kingdom with promises of how things otherwise might be, how things ought to be.  Take up your own cross, and follow me.  

Later in the story, Peter learns painfully.  He is still clueless when he denies Jesus three times, hoping to get off the hook, to escape what God would prevent if God were running things as he ought.  But then he learns that the Messiah’s victory is something completely unexpected, even though Jesus’s hope had implied it all along.  And he learns to accept this messy life God gives us, even to the point of accepting Gentiles into the Church and redefining his faith completely, all because of a noonday dream about eating disgusting and defiling food because that’s what God wants:  despite scripture, the rules, and everything that ought to be. 

Peter is clueless no more when he accepts death on a cross at the Romans’ hands, but asks that he be inverted, since he feels unworthy to follow Jesus in the exact form of his death.  

Acceptance is the heart of a healthy and sound spiritual life.  And that means accepting what the world throws at us, and whatever form of support and salvation God gives us rather than what we want. 

The God Jesus called Father is love itself.  And accepting love at the root of all life, despite the pains we might have, is the essence of having trust in Jesus and his Father. 

Thanks be to God. 

Wednesday, September 9, 2015

Hugging Meditation (Midweek Message)

 


Fr. Tony’s Midweek Message
Hugging Meditation
September 9, 2015

I have been doing a lot of bedside visiting recently with desperately ill or dying people. This has brought to mind an experience I had a couple of years ago.  I was at the bedside of one of our parishioners who had been suffering for a long time from a terminal illness.  He was still lucid on occasion, but often floated between a painkiller-induced semi-sleep and the reenactment of vivid memories that seemed to me to be almost like waking dreams.  Most of the time, I just listened to him.  I had done all the things that are a priest’s special calling, like granting absolution after hearing confession and celebrating Eucharist at his bedside.  I anointed him with oil and prayed.  I sang to him and held his hand, and this seemed to bring him a special focus of thought.  Now I mostly just listened to him recount stories from his long courtship and short marriage.  On the last day I saw him, I asked him what he wanted me to do that day.  He seemed a bit more withdrawn than usual, and was clearly close to death.  He smiled and replied simply, “Just be with me.” 

“Just be with me.”  This is the voice of basic human need.  It doesn’t demand that we fix anything, figure anything out, or make anything right.  It just asks for companionship, for being present, for mutual sharing of joy and sorrow.  Joys thus shared are multiplied; sorrows thus shared are made lighter. 

“Just be with me.”  It is a call we hear from friends, siblings, co-workers, neighbors, children.  Sometimes it is not—and cannot be—put into words, but is there all the same.

Being present for others is a great gift, both to them and to us.  Mindfulness, being fully attentive, is the key in such sharing.  Vietnamese Buddhist monk Thich Nhat Hanh (who was a friend of Thomas Merton) wrote the following about what he calls “the hugging meditation”: 

“Suppose a lovely child comes and presents herself to us.  If we are not really there—if we are thinking of the past, worrying about the future, or possessed by anger or fear—the child, though present, will not exist for us.  She is like a ghost, and we are like a ghost also.  If we want to meet the child, we have to go back to the present, to the present moment in order to meet her.  If we want to hug her, it is in the present moment that we can hug her.  So we breathe consciously, uniting body and mind, making ourselves into a real person again.  When we become a real person, the child becomes a real person also.” 

Jesus calls us to be present for others.  And thus he is present for us. 

Grace and Peace,  Fr. Tony+

Wednesday, September 2, 2015

Caregivers' Prayer





Fr. Tony’s Mid-week Message
Prayer for Caregivers
September 2, 2015

Loving God, you put us in families and relationships, and taught us to care for each other.  Help us in our care-giving to show your love and kindness.  Make us see each act of assistance as an opportunity to show grace and support, not as a technical problem to be solved.  Help us place shoes on with kindness, not cram feet with force; assist walking or movement with patience, not hurrying in a rush; listen and try to understand, not chirp “Say again?” in annoyance; allow our charge to maintain dignity and self-respect, not sink into degradation; focus on joy of being able to do what one can, not wallow in diminishment or regret loss.    Make us closer and closer to our charges as they grow farther and farther away from us.   And make our grief and sorrow at their passing from us an honest pain of a heart longing to be together again once more, not regret for love not shared.  For your mercy’s sake we pray, Amen.  

Grace and Peace,  Fr.Tony+