Wednesday, May 28, 2014

The Other Side of Easter (Mid-week Message)




Fr. Tony’s Mid-week Message
The Other Side of Easter

“The only simplicity for which I would give a straw is that which is on the other side of the complex — not that which never has divined it.”  --Oliver Wendell Holmes, Jr.  
(Holmes-Pollock Letters: The Correspondence of Mr. Justice Holmes and Sir Frederick Pollock, 1874-1932 [2nd ed., 1961], p. 109).

Tomorrow is Ascension Day, 40 days after Easter Sunday.  As we begin to get ready for the end of the Great 50 Days of Easter on Pentecost Sunday (Whitsunday), it is important to remember the difference between where we are “this side of Lent” and on “the far side of Easter.”   We live our lives, and God is not apparently here.  As Jesus teaches in the beatitudes, God seems most present in his absence: “blessed are the poor, the weak and downtrodden, the hungry, the thirsty, the mourning, and the bullied.”   Before Lent, we hear silence about us and notice our failings.  We wonder whether there is a God, and most certainly whether God loves us, given what we see all about us and deep within us. After Easter, Jesus ascends and returns to Father.  We are again left in silence, with our hearts wondering whether these stories matter, if they really happened, or what difference they make.    But the promised breath from Jesus, the comforter, advocate or helper—the Spirit—descends in tongues of flame at Pentecost.  This Jesus-made-present-to-us-now, this God-made-present-to-us-now, makes all the difference in the silence.  She (the Hebrew word for wind or spirit is feminine) comforts and gives us voice. 

We often think of the Incarnation, the Ascension, and the Coming of the Spirit in vertical terms:  up and down, heaven and earth.  But they are really just images for God’s presence or absence.  Perhaps we should think of them in horizontal terms:  here or there, near or far, face-to-face present or far-away absent.   God is made present by our being present for others, our listening, being with, and serving. 

Saint Paul said that the spirit speaks in our hearts and gives us confidence by assuring us of the truth that has always been there: we are beloved of God.  The Spirit gives voice to our inchoate groanings, incoherent feelings and deepest aspirations: “For all who are led by the Spirit of God are God’s children.   For the Spirit you received was not one of slavery so that you could fall back into fear, but rather one of adoption as children. When we cry, “Abba! Father!”  it is that very Spirit bearing witness with our spirit that we are children of God,  and if children, then heirs, heirs of God and joint heirs with Christ” (Romans 8:14-17). 

Though life goes on after the Great Fifty Days much as before, all is changed.  The simplicity on the near side of complexity is worthless; that on the far side, worth all the world.  The silence and wonderings of the dark days of winter have become prayers and wonders of bright summer. 

Thanks be to God. 

Grace and Peace.

Fr. Tony+


Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Rogation Day Procession



A Rogation Day Procession for
Trinity Church Ashland

In the Labyrinth

Priest

Welcome to this Rogation Sunday celebration.  Rogation days are the three days each year before Ascension Day, which, forty days after Easter Sunday, always falls on a Thursday.  Traditionally a time to pray for the safety of the new crops that have been planted and a bountiful harvest, Rogation days have come to be times when we pray for the earth and our stewardship over it as well. 

The Lord be with you.

The People:
And also with you.

Priest:
Let us pray. 
(Rogation Day Collect for Stewardship of the Earth)
O merciful Creator, your hand is open wide to satisfy the needs of every living creature: Make us always thankful for your loving providence; and grant that we, remembering the account that we must one day give, may be faithful stewards of your good gifts; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who with you and the Holy Spirit lives and reigns, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

Deacon:
This lovely Trinity Garden is symbolic of our faith and hope, and our love of the earth. 

Trinity Fountain symbolizes life and sustenance from God.  Note the three large rocks, symbolic of the three-fold social nature of the One God we trust in: Creating Parent, Redeeming Child, and Sustaining Spirit.  

(Deacon dips out water from the fountain into the holy water bucket)

We take water from the fountain as symbol of our thanks for God’s bounty and the beauty of creation, and our hope for continued blessing from God. 

Priest:
The Labyrinth is a symbol of our journey in life, the wandering paths we take by which God leads us to God’s gracious ends.

(Takes the bucket and aspergilium, and sprinkles the people.) 

May you, God’s people, always find courage and strength in God, through all your paths and ways. 

Deacon: 
The four cardinal points are indicated in the Labyrinth’s design: North, South, East and West, by whose directions we orient and place ourselves.    They also stand for the Four Evangelists, Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John, whose stories of Jesus give us direction and grounding in our lives. 

(The Priest sprinkles the Four Cardinal Points). 

Priest:
Those twelve Italian Cypresses represent the Twelve Tribes of Israel, symbol of our diversity and broad scope, and also the Twelve Apostles, symbol of God reaching into all the world. 

(Priest sprinkles the Italian cypresses). 

Deacon:
The six gingko trees surrounding the Labyrinth represent the six days of creation.  The entire Labyrinth Circle represents the Seventh Day of Rest God takes after creation.  May this place be a safe and sacred space of rest and renewal. 

(Priest sprinkles the gingkoes.)

Priest:
The Trinity Columbarium and behind it the Trinity Sacred Ground hold the remains of those whom we love, but whom we no longer see.  Their earthly remains are, like seeds, in the earth.  At the last, they will come forth again with us fully alive in Christ, a bountiful and rich harvest of grain and fruit of this life. 

(Priest Sprinkles the Columbarium and behind it the Sacred Ground.)

Deacon:
In procession, let us circle the Labyrinth and then proceed to the Narthex Garden and Trinity Courtyard.  As we process, let us sing the Hymn “Let All Creation Bless the Lord” in your handouts. 

The flowering Cross, Deacon, and Priest leading the way, the group processes to in front of the Parish Offices, and returns to end near the Narthex Garden.  As they process they sing:

[[Lyrics: Carl P. Daw, Jr., metrical version of the “Canticle of Creation,: from the Book of Daniel’s  Song of the Three Children vv. 35-51); Sung to Mit Freuden Zart]]

Let all creation bless the Lord,
till heaven with praise is ringing.
Sun, moon, and stars, peal out a chord,
stir up the angels' singing.
Sing, wind and rain! Sing, snow and sleet!
Make music, day, night, cold, and heat:
exalt the God who made you.

All living things upon the earth,
green fertile hills and mountains,
sing to the God who gave you birth;
be joyful, springs and fountains.
Lithe water-life, bright airborne birds,
wild roving beasts, tame flocks and herds:
exalt the God who made you.

O men and women everywhere,
lift up a hymn of glory;
Let all who know God's steadfast care,
tell out salvation's story.
No tongue be silent; sing your part,
you humble souls and meek of heart:
exalt the God who made you.

In the Narthex Garden

Deacon:
Our gardens here represent the beauty of the earth, and the abundance of God’s blessing.  May they here stand also for our agriculture and our own and community gardens for beauty, food, and sustenance.
 
(Priest Sprinkles the flowers and trees)

Priest:
Let us pray. 
(Rogation Day Collect for Fruitful Season)
Almighty God, Lord of heaven and earth: We humbly pray that your gracious providence may give and preserve to our use the harvests of the land and of the seas, and may prosper all who labor to gather them, that we, who are constantly receiving good things from your hand, may always give you thanks; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

Deacon:
Alleluia, Alleluia.  Let us go forth, rejoicing in the beauty of the world and God’s bounty.

People:
Thanks be to God.  Alleluia, Alleluia. 




Wednesday, May 21, 2014

A Gelasian Prayer (Mid-week Message)




Fr. Tony’s Mid-week Message
May 21, 2014
A Gelasian Prayer

One of my CREDO classmates sent me the following prayer, from the ancient Gelasian Sacramentary.  I wanted to share it with you since it seemed to speak to many concerns parishioners have raised with me over the last two years about the sometimes bewildering world we live in: 

“When I behold the problems of the world, O Lord, I pray not to be tempted to quick answers. When every tongue, declares a different Truth, when every people praises its own Righteousness, let me pause before I speak or praise or hope. Let me look inward seeking to discover eternal truths implanted there by You; truths greater than those heard in the outer multitude of voices and words. And let me remember always that to be loud is not to be right, to be strange is not to be forbidden, to be new is not to be frightful, to be black is not to be ugly. Thus let me find truths true to You, that I may live with them, and You, and myself, in peace.”

--Gelasian Sacramentary 6th-8th centuries, adapted from The Little Book of Prayers [Peter Piper Press].
Grace and Peace,
Fr. Tony+

Sunday, May 18, 2014

Living Stones (Easter 5A)

 

Living Stones
17 May 2014
Fifth Sunday of Easter Year A
Parish Church of Trinity, Ashland (Oregon)
8:00 a.m. Said and 10 a.m. Sung Mass

God, give us hearts open to change and growth,
Ground us in You, Our Rock and Unshakeable Refuge.
Amen.

Wow.  Most of our readings today have stones or rocks in them. The Psalm says, "O God, You are my Rock!" The Epistle talks about Christ being a stone giving us life, the capstone of the Temple, though once rejected in the quarry as flawed, and of us believers all being stones infused with Christ’s life in a Temple—the House of God—built to give acceptable offerings to God. The Gospel talks about that House of God where Jesus invites us to follow him:  “In my Father’s House, there is more than enough room.  Otherwise, why do you think I’d invite you to come there with me? I am the way to that House, the truth, and the life.”  He might as well has said, “I am the Rock all this is built on.”  And the first lesson—that horrible story of the murder by stoning of one of the first seven deacons of the Church, Stephen.

It is good during the Great Fifty Days of Easter to hear these stories from the Book of Acts.  But I think it a little sad that we read them instead of the Hebrew scriptures.  The substitution has the unintended effect of encouraging us to think of the Hebrew Scriptures as the “Old” Testament, and Judaism as valuable only as a pale hint of the glorious faith to come, Christianity, rather than something to be cherished and valued on its own terms.  And stories like today’s emphasizing the growing rift between the followers of Jesus and their compatriots who place more trust in their traditional faith than they do in Christ only make it worse. The stories see them increasingly as outsiders:  they arrest and persecute the disciples.  In today’s story, members of a particular Synagogue are unhappy with the competition the deacon Stephen presents them.  They accuse him of blaspheming the House of God and the Law of Moses that it embodies, saying that Jesus of Nazareth will come back to destroy the Temple and change the Laws.   Stephen, “looking like an angel,” reacts in kind, harshly saying “you are a stiff-necked people, uncircumcised of heart, always opposing the Holy Spirit, and killing the prophets as your ancestors did” (Acts 7:51-53).  “You” and “Us.” Clear divisions between good guys and bad guys, whether you are on Stephen’s side or his opponents’.  Stephen’s accusers pick up stones and kill him.   How could they not be bad guys? 

Dividing the world into “good guys” and “bad guys” may be satisfying for telling a riveting story and stirring the fires of tribal and family attachment.  But it is contrary to Jesus’ teachings:  “Be wholly complete like God—who impartially gives the blessing of rain and sunshine equally to the ‘righteous’ and the ‘wicked’” (Matt. 5:44, 48).  “The first will be last and the last first”… the ‘good guys’ will be turn out to be bad, and the ‘bad guys’ turn out good (Matt. 20:16).   A pillar of righteous living goes to the Temple to pray and so does a notorious sinner—the Pharisee and the Tax Collector—and guess who goes home right with God? (Luke 18:9-14). 

If I owe my neighbor love, who is my neighbor?  Who is on this side of that line?   Jesus replies with a story of hated foreigner showing compassion while the religious stalwarts walk on by.  You create neighbors by being compassionate with them, not by drawing lines between our tribe and its barbarian enemies.

“Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” “Forgive others as you would want to be forgiven.”

Every single one of us is a mixture of good and bad.  We are all God’s creatures.  Labeling a whole person or group as “Good” or “Bad” only confuses matters.  The line between good and bad is not between groups of people, but runs down the middle of each and every human heart.    So we need to pray even for our enemies.  We are all in this together. 

In the Harry Potter books, Harry’s Godfather tells him, “We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are.”  His mentor Professor Dumbledore tells him:  “It is our choices, Harry, that show what we truly are….”  

If these stories are not about good guys vs. bad guys, why do some people in these stories accept Jesus as the Rock, and others pick up rocks to kill people like Stephen?  What is it in our hearts that allows some of us to accept the apostles’ witness, yet others to reject it and try to stamp out this belief even by murder?   What makes some of us cry “Joy!” and others, “Blasphemy!” What in our hearts leads us to be living stones or to pick up stones of death?  

There are some hints in the Hebrew Scriptures that 1 Peter quotes.  They all use the image of Rock to describe God.    



1 Peter quotes from Isaiah about those who try to seek a sense of security by deceiving themselves"  

 “Look! I am placing a foundation stone in Jerusalem, a firm and tested stone, a precious cornerstone, safe to build on.  Whoever trusts in it need never be  shaken. I will test you with the measuring line of justice and the plumb line of uprightness.  Since you have made your refuge out of lies, a hailstorm will knock it down.  Since it is made of deception, a flood will sweep it away. [Not so, the Rock I offer!] (Isaiah 28:15-17, my paraphrase).  

 This was probably the passage Jesus was thinking about when he gave his parable of the house built on a rock and when he gave Peter his name, meaning “Rock,” after his declaration of faith in Jesus. 

Faith based on the Rock must be grounded in truth, not self deception.  It must respond to the realities of our experiences.  And its ultimate measure is justice, fairness, and right dealing with others.  

1 Peter also quotes a Psalm of praise to God from someone who had been in horrible straits, set upon by persecutors until almost dead, whom God surprisingly rescues.  The turnaround is described this way: 

17-20 I didn’t die. I lived!
    And now I’m telling the world what Yahweh did.
21-25 Thank you for responding to me;
    you’ve truly become my salvation!
The stone the masons discarded as flawed
    is now the capstone!

This is Yahweh’s work.
    We rub our eyes—we can hardly believe it!
On this day, Yahweh has acted!
    let’s celebrate and be festive!  (Psalm 118:17-24, my paraphrase, using some of the Message paraphrase) 

Christians ever since the beginning have used this Psalm to describe the resurrection of Jesus. It is a mainstay in our Easter liturgies.  The very fact that Jesus’ case was so hopeless—dead and buried in a quarried tomb—is why Peter uses this image of a flawed quarry stone once cast away, but wondrously now a finished, precious, capstone of a great building. 

Peter adds a final passage to tell us of this mystery of the heart, another oracle from Isaiah: 

14The Holy One can be either a Hiding Place
    or a Boulder blocking your way,
The Rock standing in the way of the willful …
A net preventing trespass…
15Many are going to run into that Rock
    and get their bones broken,
Get tangled up in that net
    and not get free of it.”
 (Isa 8:14-15. my paraphrase, using some of the Message paraphrase)

I do not know why sometimes we are able to joyfully accept new things from God and other times we aren’t.

Part of it comes from enjoying and loving what we have received from God in the past.  New things present themselves as strange, risky, and possibly a betrayal.  Sometimes in these matters, bitterness can grow where we are feeling uncertain, on shaky ground.   The Rock we thought was unshakeable has turned out to be unstable.   We perhaps talk to others rather than to the one we think is strange.  As seen in this Synagogue in Acts, gossip and grumbling thus can become the first step on the possibly deadly road of faction and schism.  We begin by trying to relieve our own anxiety and fear by labeling the others as bad guys

I read news this last week from the Church of England Cathedral in Salisbury, home of the famous Sarum Use originally behind much of our Prayer Book liturgy.  

A couple of years ago, they had to re-gild their somewhat dingy and bedraggled organ pipes.  Congregants howled.  It made them more luminous and bright than anyone had every seen.  Too bright.  Many bemoaned “change for change’s sake.”  Today, everyone there loves the warmer, more personal feel the bright organ gives the Nave. 

Now the Cathedral is faced with the need to replace their old and broken baptismal font.  A Cathedral parish process was initiated, design proposals solicited and competed.  The committee has chosen a modern “living water” design where the narthex has the visual richness of the font plus the sound of pouring and flowing water.  Again, there are angry howls. 

The Dean, flummoxed at trying to engage everyone in the process and saddened that nothing was learned from the organ pipes, made this statement to the Press, as best as I remember: “I understand not wanting change for change’s sake.  We must value and honor our past and the rich experience we have had of God.  But change is an unavoidable part of our lives and is demanded if we are to grow.  Wanting no change for no change’s sake is spiritually deadly.” 

It is important to honor and value where we have come from.  This is why we must not demonize or belittle Judaism.  It is also why we must not belittle or demonize Eastern Orthodoxy or Roman Catholicism, or the great insights of the Reformation.  We must in this all be open to God doing a new, wondrous act. 

C.S. Lewis wrote famously, the one prayer that God can never grant, will never grant, is the prayer after we have received grace and light from God, the prayer that says, “Encore!” 
 
We need to base ourselves on Jesus as the living Rock, have full assurance of being beloved by him, and no fear.  Only thus can we serve as living stones for others.  Only thus can the House of which we are part make truly acceptable sacrifices to God. 

In reflecting of these stories this week, I invite us all to apply Isaiah’s standards of truth, justice, and fairness with others when looking at our own attachments to the past.   Are our feelings in any of these matters firmly grounded in confidence in Jesus who will never let us down?  Or does it grow from fear of losing what we once enjoyed, and that now find fading or gone?  Do we choose to label and draw lines, rather than take responsibility for our feelings and enter into uncomfortable conversations with the strange?

Do we choose to be living stones, or stones of death?   

In the name of God,  Amen.

Thursday, May 15, 2014

'Worshiping' Images (Mid-week Message)

 


Fr. Tony’s Mid-week Message
May 15, 2014
‘Worshiping’ Images

I remember the first time I ever went into a traditional church of the apostolic succession:  the Episcopal Church in Wenatchee Washington, where I went as a twelve-year old to attend the wedding of the daughter of my father’s business partner.  I was stunned to see all along the wall paintings of Jesus, and more troubling to me, a statue of him in a place of honor surrounded by flower offerings, before which were small kneelers clearly intended for praying.  Somewhere near the back, there was even a small shrine to Jesus’ Mother.  Now, I was raised in a markedly non-liturgical church, one that didn’t even have a cross up on its steeple, let alone “carved images” in its worship space, and I have to tell you, my initial reaction was one of puzzled horror.  

Somewhat scandalized by the sensuality of it all, I asked one of my friends, who was an Episcopalian, how she got around feeling guilt at not following the commandment “Thou shalt not make unto thyself any graven images.”   She look puzzled at me, as if the question had never occurred to her.  “Well that’s easy.  The commandment is about images of false gods, and I for one happen to believe that Jesus is the true God.  I’m not sure about your church, but mine believes that God Almighty” (I remember how unusual it was for me or people in my Church to refer to God as ‘God Almighty’) “became flesh in the baby Jesus, and that he is what God the father looks like.  So when we pray before his image, we aren’t’ praying to the wooden statue or the paint on the icon, but to the person these represent, knowing that Jesus’ image is the image of God.” 

Only years later did I come across the biblical verses that were the basis of this simple faith that my friend had expressed:  “The Word was made flesh and dwelt among us” (John 1:14) and “[Christ] is the reflection of God’s glory and the exact imprint of God’s very being” (Hebrews 1: 3).   And it was yet again many years later than that, when I studied the story of the Iconoclast Controversy in the early church about the reverencing of (not the “worship of”) images of the divine, whether two or three-dimensional.  The Church came to the conclusion that the use of images in devotions and prayers was wholly acceptable and allowed, and in fact reflected a healthy faith in the incarnation of God in Christ.   It was only far later that radicals in the Protestant Reformation insisted on trashing images as “idolatrous,” as suspicious as they had become of anything that smacked of the political power of a corrupt papacy.    As in most controversies associated with the reformation, Anglicans tended to take a middle path here: using the principle of not requiring any point of faith that could not be clearly demonstrated by scripture, they considered painted images of Jesus as worthy of reverence, and were somewhat divided over time about carved images or images of his Mother or of the saints. 

When we use icons in our contemplative or Celtic services, we are following the spirituality of the great mainstream of Christian faith.  We see in these portrayals of Jesus windows into the unseen world rather than objects to be adored in and of themselves.  I believe that most of our community here at Trinity finds such devotion and reverence helpful and edifying in focusing our thoughts and prayers. 

Grace and Peace,

Fr. Tony+  


Sunday, May 11, 2014

Life Abundant (Easter 4A Acts Reading)


 
Life Abundant
10 May 2014
Fourth Sunday of Easter Year A
Parish Church of Trinity, Ashland (Oregon)
8:00 a.m. Said and 10 a.m. Sung Mass

Acts 2:42-47; Psalm 23; 1 Peter 2:19-25;  John 10:1-10

God, give us hearts to feel and love,
take away our hearts of stone,
and give us hearts of flesh.  Amen.

Today, the Fourth Sunday after Easter, is “Good Shepherd Sunday,” given the theme of the Good Shepherd we find in the Gospels for all three years in the Lectionary, and the use of Twenty-third Psalm.  The reading from Acts in today's lectionary does not talk about shepherds, but rather about the sheep cared for by the Good Shepherd:  it describes in idyllic terms how the life of the Church was after the resurrection of Jesus, the 40-day ministry of the Risen Lord, and the coming of the Spirit on the Day of Pentecost:  they devoted themselves to the apostles teaching and fellowship, to the breaking of bread, and to the prayers.  Large numbers of people become believers, so moved they are to see what a spirit-led life and community are like: things so unlike what we normally come to expect in life that they are seen as “wonders and signs.”   They no longer are selfish and driven to acquire and protect property—they hold all things in common, selling off their own goods in order to help meet the needs of the less fortunate. As a result, the needs of all are met and there are no poor among them.  They worship humbly and thankfully both in the traditional public rites of their people and in their homes.  Filled with gratitude, those about them are struck with awe. 

In the Book of Acts, this seems to be the “Garden of Eden” time for the church, before selfishness and fear driven lying by Ananias and Sephira bring a hard, even deadly, response by Peter, and the whole community ends up divided and “fearful” as a result.    

Here’s the thing—the people in the Jerusalem Church in the warm afterglow of the resurrection are convinced that God loves them.  In the death and resurrection of Jesus, their deepest fears have been met and overcome.  God really is the loving, caring, provident parent that Jesus taught about during his life.  And based in the absolute assurance of that love, they see abundance about them and lose their fear for self-preservation, concern for providing for their own security, and begin to notice the real needs in the midst.  And so they share.  They share providently, with the same profligate abandon they see God has shown toward them.   Among them, there are no lies, no secrets, no manipulation, and no power-play dependencies or rescues.  There is just gratitude for abundance, and an innocent and honest desire to reach out to help.  And there is enough for all.  I wonder, does their gratitude come from the abundance they have experienced?  Or does the abundance they share come from their gratitude? 

Our baptismal covenant—found in the Prayer Book on page 304-5—comes in part from this description of the earliest Church.   In baptism, we promise to follow them by continuing in the apostles’ teaching and fellowship, in the breaking of bread, and in the prayers.  We promise to resist evil and whenever we fall into sin, repent and return to our loving Jesus.  We promise to proclaim in word and example the Good News of God in Christ, that is, to show forth the abundant and profligate love God has shown us all in the victory of our Jesus over death, illness, and all that is wrong with the world.   And we promise to seek to serve Christ in all persons by loving those about us as if they were ourselves.  Just as the earliest Christians shared abundantly so that there were no poor among them, we promise to strive for justice and peace among all people, and to respect the dignity of every human being. 

This is a call that comes from abundance, not scarcity; from gratitude, not fear.  Doing any of these things can make us vulnerable, possible targets for rejection, ridicule, or unfavorable judgment.  But our gratitude and firm sense that we are indeed beloved of God drives out fear and the zero sums of scarcity.   One of the great blessings of the image of the Good Shepherd is that it helps us see God as the One who loves us beyond any love we have known. 

When St. Irenaeus of Lyons wrote the “the Glory of God is a human being alive,” he added that such life comes from having the image of the glorified Jesus before our eyes.  The vision of God’s love, of God’s abundance, is a key part of being fully alive, and free of fear, calculation, or lying. 

Know you are beloved.  Know that in our Christ life has conquered death; health, illness; abundance, scarcity.  And in gratitude, give of that abundance to help others in need.  

Many people say that the Church in our society is dying.  They make calculations and strategies of mission based on decline, shortage, and scarcity.  But this is the Church of Ananias, Saphira, and Peter’s reaction.  In the degree that we live out our baptismal covenant, rooted as it is in a sense of gratitude and profligate abundance, people in our larger society will stand in awe of what the Spirit does through us.   

This week, I invite us to reflect on how abundantly we have been blessed. Let us look for the signs in our lives that God indeed loves us, with a crazy and profligate love.  And then, let us also reflect on our bad habits of heart and mind, habits of fear at scarcity that lead us to be stingy and dishonest.   And then, as we promise in the covenant, let us repent and return to our abundant Lord. 

In the name of God,  Amen. 



Thursday, May 8, 2014

Julian of Norwich (Midweek Message)




Fr. Tony’s Mid-week Message
May 8, 2014

I just got back from eight days at a CREDO Conference and Retreat at Chapel Rock Center in Prescott, Arizona.  During the week, several over age 55 Episcopal Church clergy colleagues and I worked through a variety of lectures, exercises, and practices aimed at helping us reconnect with our identities and make firm plans for rebalancing our lives and ministries in the areas of spirituality, health, finances, and vocation.  It was a very restful, challenging, and inspiring, with moments of joy and piercing clarity.  In the next weeks, I suspect you will be hearing about it from me on occasion as I try to implement some of the resolves I made there. 

Today is the Feast Day of Lady Julian of Norwich, who had her vision of the “Showings of Diving Love” on or about this day in 1373.  In honor of St. Julian, I share with you one of her “showing” poems, edited and presented as “Canticle R” in the Episcopal Church’s Enriching our Worship I. 

 A Song of True Motherhood

Julian of Norwich
God chose to be our mother in all things *
and so made the foundation of his work,
most humbly and most pure, in the Virgin’s womb.
God, the perfect wisdom of all,  *
arrayed himself in this humble place.
Christ came in our poor flesh *
to share a mother’s care.
Our mothers bear us for pain and for death; *
our true mother, Jesus, bears us for joy and endless life.
Christ carried us within him in love and travail,  *
until the full time of his passion.
And when all was completed and he had carried us so for joy,  *
still all this could not satisfy the power of his wonderful love.
All that we owe is redeemed in truly loving God,  *
for the love of Christ works in us;
Christ is the one whom we love.

Grace and Peace, 
Fr. Tony+