Sunday, May 28, 2023

Other No More (Pentecost A)

 


“‘Other’ No More”

Feast of Pentecost (Whitsunday); Year A

28 May 2023

Homily

Parish Church of St. Mark the Evangelist, Kapahulu, Honolulu Hawai’i

The Rev. Dr. Anthony Hutchinson, SCP

Acts 2:1-21; 1 Corinthians 12:3b-13; John 20:19-23; Psalm 104:25-35, 37

homily at 36:30 

 

God, take away our hearts of stone

and give us hearts of flesh. Amen.

 

When I was last living in China, British Prime Minister David Cameron made an official visit the week of November 11, 2010, Remembrance Day.  British custom is to wear small red paper poppies to honor the dead of the First World War, the masses who died in trench warfare and buried in military cemeteries where, “the poppies grow between the crosses, row on row.”  When Cameron and his ministers showed up wearing the small poppies, the Chinese Foreign Ministry lodged a protest asking that they remove them:  they were offensive and hurt the feelings of 1.4 billion Chinese citizens.  

 

The British were completely gobsmacked.  The sale of paper poppies supports veterans’ groups in the U.K.: they are seen as a harmless way of showing one’s love of country, supporting the troops, mourning the dead, and perhaps even saying that war is wrong.  Cameron replied, “This is a joke, right?”

 

 

But it was not a joke.  2010, you see, was the 150th anniversary of second Opium War between Britain and China, in which British forces burned to the ground one of the great cultural treasures of China—indeed, of the whole world—the Yuanmingyuan, or the Old Imperial Summer Palace.  Many Chinese see the ruins, still maintained in glorious disrepair in Northwest Beijing as a symbol of Chinese humiliation at the hand of morally inferior Europeans.   British-poppies-opium, get it?  The Chinese did not want media images of British leaders wearing poppies on such an anniversary triggering anti-British and anti-Chinese government protests from enraged Chinese citizens.

 

Chinese nationalism thus ran headlong into British nationalism:  Cameron loudly said he and his ministers would wear the poppies, regardless. Chinese censors quietly ordered their media to not publish photos showing the poppies.

 

The story shows how profoundly differently one can see the world, understand symbols and events, and attribute motives depending on your cultural tradition.  Different languages only amplify this and make the differences all the sharper and more confusing.

 

What divides us and separates us?  What makes it difficult to understand each other, and easy to misinterpret each other’s words, actions, and motives?  Differences in culture and language are clearly major drivers of division. Another is not sharing the same stories about the past.  But so too are mere differences in gender, economic class, education, religious or philosophical outlook, and sexual orientation. 

 

The problem, however, is deeper.  It is rooted in the way our brains are hard-wired.  Researchers on the development of the brain in early childhood have recognized that a chief element of our becoming able to make distinctions in interpreting faces, their expressions, and the sounds they make (language) is the brain’s tendency early on to block out less-frequently-encountered faces or language as “other,” and not worthy of the same amount of effort.   Only thus is the brain able to refine and tune the complicated business of understanding verbal and non-verbal cues in communication.  Six-month-old children of whatever culture or race tend to react more attentively and discriminatingly to faces of the colors, shapes, and setting the children are most exposed to, while bracketing out the less familiar, and tending to give them the cold shoulder.   When a person of European-extraction says “all Asians”—or worse , “all orientals”—look alike to me,” we might think that this is just a artifact of bigotry.  But there is an actual neurological reason behind such statements:  our brains tend to process faces of types with which we are unfamiliar or less familiar generically and not individually.  Living in China and in Africa, I have heard friends in both places admit with a bit of embarrassment, “All you whites tend to look the same to me.”  Here in multi racial and cultural Hawai’i, it may just be an inability to see beyond darker skin pigmentation, a marker often of ethnic or economic class distinctions.  

 

Similarly, the sounds, rhythms, and accents of the languages used regularly in the home pique the child’s interest, as shown in elevated brain-wave activity.  The sounds and rhythms of other languages increasingly are treated as so much meaningless noise by 3- to 12-month-old brains.  Where there is some brain defect that interferes with this normal process and the young brain is unable to filter and block such sounds out as ‘foreign’, the child’s ability to learn its mother language is usually seriously damaged or destroyed.

 

In Book of Genesis, there is an ancient folk story that tries to account for the differences in languages and cultures, the Tower of Babel. However, that story is much more an example of bigotry, linguistic division, and tribalism than it is a real explanation or remedy of the toxic diversity it seeks to describe.  It is told from the point of view of a nomadic or agrarian Hebrew living in the land of Canaan.  The narrator looks east toward Mesopotamia, that great cradle of early civilization and one of the first city-states to become a transnational empire, Babel, as Babylon was called in Hebrew.  He notes the strange practices of that land:  where any sensible person uses stone and mortar as building materials, these people use bricks and pitch!  And they gather together into a great city rather than staying connected to the land and their flocks!  A Babylonian ziggurat, or temple tower, is caricatured as an arrogant urban effort to build a tower to heaven to displace God.  The xenophobia and tribalism buried in this story becomes clear with the pun of its good-old-boy humor punch line.  God decides to destroy the tower and disperse the urbanites by confusing their language.  The Hebrew word for confuse is close to the Hebrew name for the city. Thus the moral of this “Just So” story is this: “That is why they called the City Babylon, because God caused them to babble on to each other!”  

 


Though we may be neurologically inclined to exclude the strange and rule out the “other,” this story itself shows how fear, and a self-seeking desire for the familiar helps turn our hard-wiring into bigotry and chauvinism, which then can be attributed to God himself.

 

But God has better things in store for us.  The Acts story today of the coming of the Spirit on the Day of Pentecost, is about God’s undoing of the confusion of languages at Babel.

 

In today’s Gospel reading from John, we see that the spirit is given by Jesus on the evening of Easter by breathing on the disciples.  We saw last week that even though Luke in his Gospel places the Ascension on the evening of Easter, in his second volume, Acts, he sets the ascension 40 days later and the coming of the Spirit another 10 days later on the day of Pentecost.  This is probably Luke’s effort to put into a narrative scene an early Christian experience that was perhaps something more complicated.

 

Paul’s letters tell us that early Christians experienced the Spirit in community by some kind of ecstatic utterance that he calls at one point “tongues of angels,” vocalizations that absent someone else to interpret them were meaningless (1 Cor. 13:1; 14:6-19).  As Paul tells it, he prevailed upon Peter and the “pillars” of the Church to accept believing Gentiles as full members without requiring them to become Jews because he pointed out that the Jewish Christians themselves weren’t very good Jews (Galatians 2:14).   But Luke-Acts puts it more positively:  Peter convinces the leaders to include Gentiles because they all saw that Gentile believers equally shared in the gifts of the Holy Spirit. (Acts 1-15).    Luke sums up the process he narrates at length in Acts 1-15 by placing the coming of the Spirit on the day of Pentecost and making it the ultimate undoing of the Confusion of Languages and the scattering of peoples.  

 

For Luke, where Babel divides and separates, Pentecost rejoins and brings together.  Where Babel unties, Pentecost unites.  Where Babel confuses languages, Pentecost infuses power to speak them. Where Babel excludes, Pentecost includes.

 

Luke recasts the ecstatic speaking in angelic tongues of the early Christians in Paul’s letters into the miraculous speaking of other people’s languages, breaking down the barrier between Jews and Gentiles, the very Gentiles who are to be fully included in the Church.  The feast of Pentecost in the church celebrates this—with death and sin itself put down by Christ’s resurrection and ascension, how could it not be that our tribal divisions are also cast down?  

 

Living in the Spirit means engaging with the new, the foreign, the strange, the ‘other.’  It means getting to know strange faces and making them familiar enough that they no longer all look alike.  It is putting aside the fear that is the foundation of all tribalism, sectarianism, faction, and distaste for the new, the strange.  It is the way God leads us to give an affirming and thankful “yes” to life in all its variety and glory, and put away any stingy and defensive “no.”    

 

Tribalism, chauvinism, Iracism, faction, and division come from fear, self-seeking, and that part of us that resists God.   Paul urges us, in contrast, “Live by the Spirit.  … the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, generosity, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control” (Gal 5: 16-23). And he says that if we live in the spirit, God’s power, “working in us, can do infinitely more than we can ask or imagine” (Ephesians 3:20-21).  

 

This week, I want each of us to reflect on areas where we are saying “no” to the foreign, and “not so fast!” to the other.  Let’s ask ourselves seriously whether this is really what God has in mind.  Reach out, break down barriers, and make more familiar what was a puzzle to us.  Let us pray for the Spirit to remove from us undue fear, and to create in us a new heart, and empower us to say “yes,” and “welcome.”  

 

In the name of Christ, Amen.

 

Sunday, May 21, 2023

Waiting for God (Easter 7A)

 



 

Salvador Dali, The Ascension (1958)

Waiting for God

(Easter 7A; Sunday after Ascension)
22 May 2023 
The Rev. Fr. Anthony Hutchinson, Ph.D., SCP

Parish Church of St. Mark the Evangelist

Kapahulu, Honolulu, Hawaii

8:30 a.m. Low, 10:30 a.m. High Mass

Acts 1:6-14 ; Psalm 68:1-10, 33-36; 1 Peter 4:12-14, 5:6-11; John 17:1-11 

homily starts at 27:55 


God, take away our hearts of stone
 and give us hearts of flesh. Amen.

 

Today’s reading from Acts is about the ascension of Jesus, forty days after the resurrection.  The Ascension marks a change in the Church’s relationship with Jesus:  before it, Jesus is with them, appearing regularly and teaching them.  After it, Jesus is no longer seen, but before leaving he had promised the Spirit, Comforter, or Advocate to re-present him after his departure.  It descends on Pentecost, 10 days later.  The ascension thus is a joyful occasion, despite its marking Jesus’ definitive departure and absence until he comes again.

 

After the Ascension, we are asked to wait.  We must await the coming of the spirit.  We must await being clothed with “power from on high.”  We must wait for Jesus’ returning again in glory.

 

 
Oahu DMV 

Americans are not a society that waits well.  Waiting is seen as a waste of time.  Making someone wait for us is seen as the ultimate insult and disrespect.  Our common U.S. vision of Hell is the State Department of Motor Vehicles, where we must take a number and wait in interminable lines.   As the Tom Petty song said (and here I'm showing my boomer), “the waiting is the hardest part.”  

 


 

This, of course, is in the context of our cultural obsession with transactional relationships and conditional loves:  we expect a relationship we are in to be “fulfilling,” and to meet our needs.  If the one with whom we have a relationship does not meet our needs, or makes us wait for our needs to be met, then often our response is to discard the relationship. 

 

I have to tell you, waiting is really hard for me.  My ego, ever fragile, gets really hurt if someone makes me wait.  And I have learned from hard experience that those about me whom I love expect the same from me:  I must not make someone wait for me if I want them to feel love and honor from me. 

 

Not all cultures have such a hard time with waiting.  I think Hawaiian traditional culture handles waiting much better, perhaps because of the slightly slower pace of life, even in a big city like Honolulu, or maybe the habit of using public transport, with its built-in wait periods.  It may come from the laid-back “what evah!” attitude that lies behind the Hawai’i pidgin expression “dakine.”  Or, perhaps, it is because of the mixing of ideas of love, welcome, hospitality, farewell, and kindness in the word “aloha.” 

 

Whatever the cause, waiting here is something more like what I saw when I lived in West Africa.  There, a major part of life seemed to be waiting.   Sometimes, a person would walk a major distance to talk with someone, unannounced, only to find themselves waiting for the major part of a day, or maybe two or three days, until the person they seek is available.  And they do this gladly, without resentment.  West Africans value patience.  Waiting well is seen as a good exercise for the soul, and a way of honoring the person you are waiting for. 

 

I once heard a great way of summing up this idea: a Missioner from the Episcopal Church told me of a group from South Sudan she had met with.  They wanted missioners who came to them to have a collaborative attitude, where both sides shared their good points and benefitted from the exchange, rather than a unidirectional “I have the right way to teach you” sense of mission.  The way they summed this up was “You Americans may have nice watches, but we have time.” 

 

Patience is also a highly prized value in the Bible.  St. Paul lists it foremost among the fruits of the Holy Spirit.  James says that patience, like a farmer waiting for the sown seeds to sprout, is the hallmark of true faith.  The Psalmist says it this way, “Wait upon the Lord.” 

 

“Waiting upon the Lord” has been a major value for Christians since the beginning.  You cannot read any of the medieval monastic writings, or even the early Anglican Book of Homilies without coming upon the idea repeatedly.  The idea is that we should not get impatient with God when our prayers are not answered, when our hopes are not fulfilled, or our fears not avoided.  A measure of how impatient North Americans are is that for most of us, it is a strange, almost foreign, concept.   But the basic idea is key:  God loves us unconditionally and we must love God unconditionally. 

 

I think most of the unchurching of America and its youth comes ultimately from not valuing patience in our relationship with God.  We let our disposable approach to human relationships creep over and affect this most important of relationships.   We end up explaining this apparently random and accidental life without recourse to any idea of a loving, provident parent of our spirit.  We sell cheaply our heritage of a loving God who makes us wait for glories unimaginable.  And we sell it for a mess of potage that is a world without God or unconditional love.  

 

But here’s the thing:  endurance in loving God, despite disappointment and despite having to be made to wait, is the essence of loving God.  Disposable, impatient relationships are a sign of conditional love:  I will love you if you meet my needs; I will love you if you don’t make me wait.  But God calls us to unconditional love, to him and to each other. 

 

Jesus on the cross cried out “My God, my God! Why have you forsaken me!”  But then he went on and finished the Psalm he was quoting, ending with an affirmation of trust in God, “the hope of Israel.”  The cross calls us to unconditionally love an unconditionally loving God.  And Jesus is on the cross there along with us when we suffer terrible things.  God is suffering with us. 

 

Today’s Gospel from John, has the phrase that is normally translated, “This is Life Eternal, that they know You, the only True God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent.”  WE normally think this means “that they come to know you.”  But the Greek here of the verb “to know” is the form of the verb that does not mean “come to know.”  It means, “continue to know.”  A better translation is “This is life eternal: to continue to know God and Christ.”  Life eternal lies in maintaining our relationship with God, in not giving up on God, in waiting patiently for God, in walking acceptingly along behind Jesus as he suffers the way of the cross.  Because the way of the cross leads to joy, leads to glory.  But not yet.  You have to wait for it. 

 

This week, I invite us to examine our attitudes and consciences on this point:  where do I lay conditions on my loves, and especially, where do I show impatience and an ego-driven desire to have my way now, not later?  In finding these areas of weakness, let us firmly resolve to be more patient, more loving without conditions, more accepting.  And if we don’t want that quite yet, then at least let’s pray that God give us a heart that wants it.

 

Let us wait patiently on God, and rejoice in the waiting. 


In the name of Christ, Amen.

 

Friday, May 19, 2023

St. Dunstan of Canturbury

 


Saint Dunstan of Canterbury,

Archbishop of Canterbury, 19 May 988 CE

--The Rev. Anthony Hutchinson, SCP, Ph.D. 

 

Homily for Low Mass 19 May 2023 

St. Mark's Episcopal Church, Kapahulu, Honolulu HI 

  

Today is the feast day of Saint Dunstan of Canterbury, Archbishop of Canterbury.  Dunstan was born in Glastonbury, the spiritual heart of England from pagan times and one of its  earliest Christian sites.  He was born in about 909 CE, a decade after the death of King Alfred the Great, who first sought to unify the Anglo-Saxon kingdoms against the Danes who had invaded and taken over half the country in the 800s.   The pagan Danish invaders had destroyed nearly all Christian monasteries, and with them English monasticism.  Dunstan played the leading role in restoring monasticism to England.  Even after 1,000 years, Dunstan shines out as a fascinating, individual personality: gifted in the graphic, musical, and metallurgic arts and technologies, one sorely tried at times by what look like surprisingly modern temptations.  

 

Glastonbury Tor, with tower of ruined St. Michael's Church.

Born to a noble family, Dunstan was sent to court as a teenager.  He did not fit in well: He was too dreamy, too artistic, too much of a science and tech nerd. Because of his obvious gifts, he became a favorite of the king, but this only enraged his peers.  They accused him of reading pagan literature, using witchcraft to win the king’s favor, and practicing the evil arts.  They bullied him mercilessly, and finally prevailed on the king to send him away from court.  As Dunstan was departing, they attacked him, beat him severely, and threw him into a cess pit to drown.  Pretending to be dead, he managed to climb out and flee to Winchester.  There he entered the service of his uncle, Bishop Aelfheah the Bald (also known as St. Alphege.)  Aelfheah was not only bald, but short: his name means "elf-high" and probably refers to his stature.  Dunstan's uncle saw that the gifted youth would be a great asset for the Church, and tried to convince him to become a monk and a priest. But Dunstan was reluctant:  he did not think he was cut out for celibacy or a monk’s simple life. 

But a sudden outbreak of tumors and boils all over his body, identified by the healers of the age as “leprosy,” changed Dunstan’s mind.  Almost certainly cysts due to bacterial infection caused by having his open wounds immersed in raw sewage, his “leprosy” responded to proper washing, lancing, and bandaging. Dunstan saw his cure as a sign of God’s calling him to the life which his uncle said was for him.  He made his profession as a monk at the hands of his uncle and returned to Glastonbury to live the life of a hermit since few Abbeys existed.  He built a hut near the ruins of the old monastery, and devoted himself to study, music, metal working (particularly the technology of casting church bells). 

Here it was that the Devil is said to have appeared to Dunstan offering temptation, first as old man promising him money if used his metallurgy to fashion a chalice (perhaps for a “Black Mass?”).  When this did not work, the demon shifted shapes into an attractive young man (perhaps the object of homoerotic attentions?). Finally, the demon became a voluptuous and seductive woman (when all else fails, “Cherchez la femme!”).  Dunstan recognized the multi-formed personification of his illicit desires, and immediately took his red-hot blacksmith tongs, and grabbed the demon by the nose to expel it in torment.  In another version of the story, the devil appears in his classic mythological form, with horns, bat wings, and cloven hooves and all.  Dunstan uses a bellows to heat a horseshoe, beats it into proper shape, and then nails it through the hoof of the demon to the floor, demanding as the price of release a promise that demons never enter a house with a horseshoe over the doorway. (So that’s the origin of ‘the lucky horseshoe.’) These stories, as naive and quaint as they may seem to us moderns, probably reflected Dunstan's struggle to reconcile his Christian faith and monk's vows with his bodily urges, his love of pagan literature and arcane lore in general, as well as his desire for art, beauty, and technical prowess. 

 


In Glastonbury, in addition to working the forge and playing the harp, Dunstan honed his skills painting and copying and decorating manuscripts. 

A manuscript in the Bodleian Library includes one scene where a tiny monk kneels before an immense Christ praying “Merciful Christ, I beg that you protect me, Dunstan. Do not permit the Taenarian storms to swallow me.”  Probably a self-portrait, the illumination shows that Dunstan did indeed read pagan literature—”Taenarian storms” is how Ovid, that great erotic poet of first century Rome, described the descent into Hades.


 

As part of his efforts to restore the monasteries, Dunstan returned to court.  He again did not fit in and was asked to leave; but then King Edmund had a narrow escape from death while hunting, and attributed it to Dunstan’s prayers. In gratitude Edmund recalled Dunstan and in 943 CE ordered him to re-establish monastic life at Glastonbury. Under Dunstan's direction, Glastonbury Abbey became again an important center of learning, to last until the dissolution of the monasteries under Henry VIII. 

 

The next king, Edred, adopted Dunstan's ideas for church reforms, including the control of cathedrals by monastic chapters.  He also followed Dunstan’s foreign policy advice: friendly relations with the Danish settlers rather than confrontation and war.  These policies made Dunstan popular in the North of England, but unpopular in the South. 

 

Edred was succeeded by his sixteen-year-old nephew Eadwig (Edwy).  On the day of his coronation in 956, Eadwig, drunk and hoping for a real sexual adventure to celebrate becoming king, left the banquet in his honor for the royal bedchamber with two women in tow–his foster-mother and her daughter! Shocked, Dunstan followed in a fury and, probably scolding all the while about how Christian kings shouldn't follow the chaotic lustful ways of the Danes, dragged the startled teenager back to the hall to continue the feast with his knights. The episode, no surprise, led to Dunstan’s exile and flight for his life.

 

The North rose in rebellion on Dunstan’s behalf. When the dust settled, Eadwig was dead, his brother Edgar was king, and Dunstan was Archbishop of Canterbury. The coronation service which Dunstan compiled for Edgar is the earliest English coronation service of which the full text survives, and is the basis for all such services since, down to the present. 

 

With King Edgar’s patronage and support, Dunstan re-established a dozen or so monastic Abbeys throughout England.  Around 970 he presided at a conference which drew up a nation-wide rule for monastic houses based on the rule of St. Benedict. For centuries thereafter the Archbishop of Canterbury was always a monk.  Monk-bishops became a fixture of the Church of England.  Benedictine spirituality became a hallmark of English Christianity, and, after the reformation, of the Book of Common Prayer.

 

In his old age, Dunstan retired from politics, concentrating on running Canterbury Cathedral’s school for boys, raising academic standards and minimizing corporal punishment. On Thursday, Ascension Day, in 988 CE, he told the congregation that he was near to death.  He died two days later, on Saturday, May 19. 

For St. Dunstan and all musicians, artists, scribes, tech people, and teachers,  Thanks be to God.

Orphans No More (Easter 6A)

 

Orphans No More

14 May 2023

Sixth Sunday of Easter Year A

Parish Church of St. Mark the Evangelist, Kapahulu, Honolulu (Hawai’i)

8:30 a.m. Low and 10 :30 a.m. Sung  Mass

Acts 17:22-31; 1 Peter 3:13-22; John 14:15-21; Psalm 66:7-18

 

 

God, give us hearts to feel and love,

Take away our hearts of stone and give us hearts of flesh.

Amen.

 

It is good to be with you here.  I thank Father Paul for the invitation to provide supply during part of his sabbatical, Sandi Leioaloha and the Rev. Jim Lillie for their gracious welcome, and them and all the worship team here for their assistance and patience with me as I learn your customary.  Mahalo no kou aloha a kōku. 

Now, about today’s Gospel.

Loss.  Grief.  Regret for what is no more.  This is all part of time and life, just as much as joy, love, and growth: death, as much as birth.  But the experience of loss and grief can be overwhelming and drive out of our hearts and minds any sense of the moments of joy.  I lost the love of my life two years ago.  It took about a year before I could even start to remember her with anything but the overwhelming pain of loss. The worse part, I think, was the sense, soul-crushing in its obvious truth, that things will never be the same again.  What’s past is past.   

 


C.S. Lewis, grieving the death of his wife, Joy Davidman, wrote:

“I know that the thing I want is exactly the thing I can never get. The old life, the jokes, the drinks, the arguments, the lovemaking, the tiny, heartbreaking commonplace. On any view whatever, to say, ‘[She] is dead,’ is to say, ‘All that is gone.’ It is a part of the past. And the past is the past and that is what time means, and time itself is one more name for death, and Heaven itself is a state where ‘the former things have passed away.'

  

Talk to me about the truth of religion and I’ll listen gladly. Talk to me about the duty of religion and I’ll listen submissively. But don’t come talking to me about the consolations of religion or I shall suspect that you don’t understand.  Unless, of course, you can literally believe all that stuff about family reunions ‘on the further shore,’ pictured in entirely earthly terms. But that is all unscriptural, all out of bad hymns and lithographs. There’s not a word of it in the Bible. And it rings false. We know it couldn’t be like that. Reality never repeats. The exact same thing is never taken away and given back. How well the spiritualists bait their hook! ‘Things on this side are not so different after all.’ There are cigars in Heaven. For that is what we should all like. The happy past restored.

And that, just that, is what I cry out for, with mad, midnight endearments and entreaties spoken into the empty air [from A Grief Observed.]

 

Loss.  Grief.  Regret for what is no more.  Loss is devastating, whether it is of a relationship, a job, or even the decline and death of a loved one.  Doubt, fear, and uncertainty take the place of the joy and comfort we once had.   Even when we expect it, loss can turn our lives inside out, breaking our hearts and dashing our hopes.  Sometimes the pain is so great, we shut down all feeling and seem to lose our humanity and life itself.   Yet, we each find, in the words of a character in the BBC series “Call the Midwife,”  “I must go one breathing until I can live again.”  Sometimes loss seems to take away even our breath itself. 

 

In today’s Gospel reading, Jesus’ friends are terrified of, and yet more and more certain, about his impending death.   Jesus says goodbye.  Everything they had hoped for, so well portrayed in the television series “The Chosen”—the in-breaking of God’s Reign, a close community with a kind and loving leader who stood by them, healed them, and gave them hope, who advocated for them, and for all—all this was evaporating before their eyes. 

 

How could they breathe?  How could they live?  How could they hope?  How could they do anything but howl and beat up on themselves? 

 

In this scene of loss and grief, Jesus tells his friends, “I will not leave you orphans.” His departure is not the end of the kingdom or their life together.  He is not abandoning them or the work they have been doing together.

 

Jesus says he is going away, but will come back.  “I will ask the Father, and he will send you another in my stead, whom you may call upon and who will stand with you no matter what.”  Parakletos is the word in John’s Greek, from para-kaleo to call to one’s side.   This idea is expressed in Latin as ad-vocatus, behind the word used in the translation we used today, advocate.  The King James expresses it as “comforter.”     

 

Friends—despite his death 2,000 years ago, Jesus has been the one who has been comforting us, standing by us, defending us, proclaiming the presence of God’s Reign through all our lives, and all our own griefs and sorrows.   We stand beside his grieving disciples.  Jesus has welcomed all to his table, and healed the sick with no judgment.   Jesus has been not just a teacher and healer, but the very Spirit of Truth in our midst, the breath of life. 

 

Jesus promises us, in face of all regret, grief, and loss, that the Father will send us another advocate, a comforter, life and breath.  Remember, breath in Latin is spiritus, or Spirit.  When the risen Lord comes to the disciples three days later in John’s Gospel, in that closed room on the evening of Easter, he breathes upon them and says, “Receive the Holy Spirit.”  The coming of the Spirit is Jesus being made present to us once again. 

 

The Risen Jesus is not a replay from the past.  He is not present with us as he once was.  He has those scars from the cross.  He is new enough to be unrecognizable at first to the disciples on the road to Emmaus and to Mary in the garden tomb.  He passes through walls.  As Lewis said, “Reality never repeats. The exact same thing is never taken away and given back.”  But he is the same Jesus, nonetheless.  And his presence in the form of the other advocate and comforter is just as real and affirming as he ever was in his mortal life.  He comforts and reassures us, and in this we recognize him and know him our own. 

 

Sisters, brothers, siblings—I have felt this comfort and this support of this one called to our side.  The spirit proceeds from the Father through the Son and comes to us, abides with us.  It is what helped me breath again and live again after my Elena’s death.  I believe many of us here have felt the Comfort at different times.  The support and succor given by this holy breath is as real and vivid as that given by any flesh and blood companion or friend, in fact, more so. 

 

As he promised to return in this other comforter, Jesus reminded his friends what they must continue to do.  “Follow my teachings and example.  Love, really love, each other, just as I love you.”  Serve.  Be kind, and sometimes fierce in love. That’s how the breath comes, how we keep on breathing until we find life and joy again.  Not the same old life and joy once lost, but new, deeper, and not touchable by death and grief at all. 

 

Thanks be to God.