Sunday, June 28, 2020

Trust Beyond Understanding (Proper 8A)


Mosaic of the Binding of Isaac, Beth Alpha Synagogue, 6th century C.E., in Israel’s Jezreel Valley.

Trust beyond Understanding
Proper 8 Year A
28 June 2020 
8 a.m. Said Mass on the Labyrinth;
10 a.m. Said Mass with antiphons livestreamed from the Chancel. 
Parish Church of Trinity Ashland (Oregon)
Genesis 22:1-14; Psalm 89:1-4, 15-18; Romans 6:12-23; Matthew 10:40-42

God, take away our hearts of stone, and give us hearts of flesh.  Amen

“God said, ‘Take your son Isaac, your only son, the one whom you love, ... and kill him … for me.’” This is a text of terror, a tale of horror.  It raises all sorts of questions, without a doubt one of the most troubling and disturbing stories of the Bible. 

This story does not attempt to explain God to unbelievers.   No—it is for people already in a relationship with God.

Ellen Davis, Professor of Bible at Duke University, says this, 

“[T]he hard truth is that the world turns upside down for the faithful, more often than we like to admit. … The 22nd chapter of Genesis is the place you go when you do not understand at all what God allows us to suffer and it seems asks us to bear – and the last thing you want is a reasonable explanation, because any reasonable explanation would be a mockery of your anguish. This story … is the place you go when you are out beyond anything you thought could or would happen, beyond anything you imagined God would ever ask of you, when the most sensible thing to do might be to deny that God exists at all, or deny that God cares at all, or deny that God has any power at all. That would be sensible, except you can’t do it, because you are so deep into relationship with God that to deny all that would be to deny your own heart and soul and mind. To deny God any meaningful place in your life would be to deny your own existence. And so you are stuck with your pain and your incomprehension, and the only way to move at all is to move toward God, to move more deeply into this relationship that we call faith. That is what Abraham does: without comprehension, nearly blinded by the horror of what he was told to do, Abraham follows God’s lead, for the simple and sufficient reason that it is God who is leading – to what end, Abraham has no idea.” 

Reading this story as if it’s about obedience and testing makes it an ugly story indeed.  Many rabbis in the Talmudic tradition note that Sarah dies in the next chapter, probably of a broken heart, and that this is the last time scripture says Abraham walked with God.  In Fear and Trembling, Søren Kierkegaard says that an Abraham willingly obeying this wicked command is an Abraham whose hand is not stayed by the angel at the end.   No—this is not about obedience.  It is about trust. 

God commands something that is against everything God has promised.  God behaves in a way that is contrary to everything Abraham knows about God.   The child Abraham is called to sacrifice is the very child through whom God’s promised blessing to Abraham would come.

The great post-Holocaust Jewish theologian Eliezer Berkovits, in With God in Hell, explains that this trust beyond understanding is what kept Jewish faith alive despite the Nazi mass murders.   He imagines Abraham saying to this God during the heart-broken walk to Moriah: 

“In this situation I do not understand You. Your behavior violates our covenant; still, I trust You because it is You, because it is You and me, because it is us….

“Almighty God! What you are asking of me is terrible…. But I have known You, my God. You have loved me and I love You. My God, you are breaking Your word to me…. Yet, I trust You; I trust You.”   (Eliezer Berkovits, With God in Hell: Judaism in the Ghettos and Deathcamps [New York and London: Sanhedrin, 1979], 124.

I had a spiritual director once who told me that love was risk.  “Love means putting your heart out there where the beloved can break it.   This is all the more the case when it comes to loving God. This is certain:  sooner or later, God will break your heart.  At least that’s how it will feel.”   That is just the nature of an intimate relationship.  When we go through hell, we go through hell with those we love, for good or for ill.   Abraham goes through this with the very God who he thinks is causing him the pain.  He does so because he loves him. 

Saying God here was testing Abraham merely expresses how things look to us when we are suffering. It is an insult to God to say that somehow God was actually checking to see whether Abraham would obey such a horrible command.  Again, this story is about the human heart, not the heart of God.

Loving the Living God, the God of Abraham and Jesus, is dangerous, fraught with risk.  Sometimes it will hurt like hell.  It will rob us of any meaning or sense.   Our heart will be broken by the one we love best. We will find ourselves, in the words of Dante, “midway in our life’s journey lost in a dark wood.”  We must descend into hell and come out the other side into joy. 

Only the stark cross stands before us.  But beyond the cross, is resurrection morning.  Hidden in the bush, there is a ram.  God’s angel stands where we cannot see, ready to keep us and save us though we have no idea how.   All we need to do is in bewilderment keep on putting one foot in front of the other as we climb Mount Moriah.  All we need is trust beyond our understanding. 

Amen.   


Sunday, June 21, 2020

One with Christ (Proper 7A)



One with Christ
Second Sunday after Pentecost (Proper 7 A)
June 21, 2020 
The Rev. Fr. Anthony Hutchinson, Ph.D., SCP
Trinity Parish Church
Ashland, Oregon
8:00 a.m. Said Mass on the Labyrinth
10:00 a.m. Live-streamed Mass with Antiphons
           
God, take away our hearts of stone
 and give us hearts of flesh. Amen.

“I bring not to bring peace, but the sword.”  Ouch.  When I first heard this saying of Jesus, I remember thinking, “But he’s the Prince of Peace, not of War!”  What made it hurt all the more: my early Sunday School teachers saying:  “You see? Jesus is not a pacifist! Jesus actually supports our armed forces!”  Double ouch. 

Then I heard the line from St. John’s Gospel, “Peace I leave with you—not as the world gives it—but my peace I leave with you.”   But what did that mean?   Was the peace Jesus gives just an interior, private thing and not a concrete description of our mutual relations?  Again, ouch. 

But in my heart, I knew that Peace is good, and war is hell.  Regardless of how my reactionary Sunday School teachers quoted him, I knew that the heart of Jesus was peace, real peace, not just some solipsistic serenity.  I became a conscientious objector to war and was so classified by my draft board. The teachings of Jesus led me there, and also not to condemn those who became soldiers and police officers out of a sense of duty and honor. 

“I do not bring peace, but a sword” hurt so much because it upset my childhood’s faith in Jesus as kind of a superhero.  If I but followed him, everything would be OK, right?  Didn’t he say that if I had even a little tiny bit of faith, I could move mountains with a word?  Jesus was kind of a wacky great uncle, giving me what I wanted, and demanding little, or at least not demanding anything hard. 

This childhood caricature is the Jesus of the adult prosperity gospel:  if you follow Jesus, you’ll be in like flint with the big man upstairs, and you will be healthy, wealthy, and honored.  If you don’t, you will be sorely punished with powerlessness and poverty.  This is a heresy.  This is a magic Jesus, not the Jesus whose words and stories are told in the Bible.  It is “buddy Jesus” smiling, winking, and giving us a thumbs up, not the real one who struggled to find personal time for prayer, who hungered and thirsted in the wilderness, and who followed God’s call even at great personal cost.  He pressed on to Jerusalem, there to be consumed (as the author of today’s Psalm) by the zeal of defending the holiness of God’s house.  His disorderly protest in the temple against its oppression of the poor led him ultimately to dark Gethsemane and cruel Calvary.

Jesus is saying here, “I am not a magic Jesus.”   Just as his peace is not as the world gives, the sword he brings is not as the world brings, wielded on his behalf:  it is wielded against him and his followers instead.

Humanity on its good days can bear only so much truth, and on its bad ones cannot bear the truth at all.  A person living in the truth, however feebly, is bound to be an affront to the world of lies, and attract enmity.   The peace Jesus brings gives us compassion for others, even those who wield a sword against us. 

Jesus is saying seek the truth and not fear; boldly witness to it, yet honestly expect opposition.   This simply acknowledges the hard facts of life in a world of lies.   

The disciple is no better than the teacher.  Jesus was rejected and killed; his disciples should expect little better. If we are one with him, we will suffer as he did, but also be raised in glory.  We are baptized into the death of Christ, but also into his new life. 

Do not fear.  God will care for us.  Following the truth may bring conflict, so we better get our priorities straight: at times we may appear to those dearest to us to hate them.  But love Jesus all the same.  That is part of being my disciple, says Jesus—“take up a cross, just as I did.”


The peace Jesus brings is companionship with him and with others. “Companionship” comes from Latin cum panis, sharing bread with someone.  We walk the way with others, not stand in opposition to them, even as we live in truth.  Sectarian concern, partisan interest, an “us vs. them” mentality works against this.  If we claim to have the truth against someone else’s lie, and actively try to fix them and convince them of the error of their ways, to turn them from being one of them to one of us, this is not only bad psychology and poor salesmanship, it turns us into opponents, as antagonists, not comrades walking the path together.  It is the difference between cold hearted sectarian propaganda and authentic, heart-felt sharing of good news, evangelism.
 
This is why in today’s Gospel, after saying not to fear the persecution that is sure to come, Jesus tells us to not keep secrets or hidden doctrines, plans, and teachings, and to tell publicly what he taught us privately.  No special knowledge, privileged doctrine, or insiders’ path for Jesus’ disciples!

It is not about us vs. them.  We are all in this together, each with our own burdens.  And living in the truth means accepting sharing that truth with all, without fear or favor.  If they cannot bear the truth, and turn against it and us, we must continue to see them as members of our family, though they be separated.  “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing!”

In the name of Christ,  Amen.

Wednesday, June 17, 2020

Marinos the Monk (Mid-week Message)




Fr. Tony’s Midweek Message
Marinos the Monk 
A Patron Saint of Transgendered People
June 17, 2020

Give us grace, Lord God, to refrain from judgments about the sins of others; that, like your servant Marinos the Monk, we may hold fast to the path of discipleship in the midst of unjust judgments; through Jesus Christ our Lord who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

I remember clearly the moment when I understood where the Spirit was calling the church in terms of acceptance of gays, lesbians, bi-sexuals, and transgendered people.  I was in discernment for holy orders in a parish outside of Washington DC that was mixed: it had many progressives, but it also had conservatives, and it was divided over the question.  Some felt that the five or so “clobber passages” in the Bible teaching that same sex activity was an “abomination” were definitive in establishing norms for sexual ethics and morality; others thought that the great narrative of Acts 15 was central:  the early apostles voted to accept gentiles as full-fledged members of the church without them first becoming Jews even though previous scripture labeled them as unclean.  In this story, inclusive acceptance is at the heart of the Christian calling.  I was at a diocesan discernment conference for those preparing for Holy Orders.  My conservative parish priest was with me. 

I had been overwhelmed and happy to see a great variety of people in the seats preparing for the priesthood: all colors, ethnic backgrounds, and life-situations.  But after the conference, my priest turned to me, and in hushed, conspiratorial tones aimed at letting me know that I might be included in the Rector’s close circle of intimate advisors and co-workers, he said this to me:  “Tony, did you see that person in the row right behind us?”  He was referring to a younger person of ambiguous gender identity who was seeking the priesthood.  I had learned from her in one of the work sessions during the day that she was a trans-woman, and had started out life as a boy. She was inspiring in the faith sharing exercise, and was being sponsored by a priest I knew, respected, and loved.  I replied, “Who do you mean?”  The priest replied, with clear disgust in his voice, “You know, that freak!”  I looked puzzled.  He replied, with acid frostiness, “You had to have seen it: That he who thinks he’s a she and has mutilated himself to make the point instead of repenting and trusting Jesus to heal him.”  He said this with loathing and hatred and I flinched.  All I could say was, “Well, I know the priest who accompanied her, and I trust his pastoral judgment.”  He replied, with anger, “This is exactly the slippery slope I predicted when we began accepting unrepentant sexual perverts as priests.  The future leadership of the Episcopal Church more and more is going to look like that damaged freak because we have abandoned the Bible!”   I walked on in silence.  His unguarded moment of frankness had shocked me. I was sure I had looked clearly upon the hatred at the heart of those wanting to divide the Episcopal Church over gays, lesbians, and Gene Robinson.  From that moment on, I was firmly in the Acts 15 camp.
                       
Today is the commemoration of St. Marinos the Monk, a monastic of the fifth century.  The following commemoration is adapted from Lesser Feasts & Fasts 2018 (removing deadnaming and mispronouning).

Marinos, also called Marina the Monk, Pelagia, and Mary of Alexandria, was a Byzantine Christian in Syria and Lebanon.  Born a girl as Mariam or Marina, he was the offspring of wealthy Christian parents and is considered now to have been a transgender man. Marina's mother died when the saint was very young, and thus Marina was raised in devout Christian life by his father Eugenius. As Marina’s age of marriage drew near, Marina’s father wished to retire to a monastery after he had found his child a husband. When Marina learned of his father's plan, she asked why his father intended to save his own soul "and destroy mine." When asked by his father, "What shall I do with you? You are a woman", Marina answered that he would renounce women's clothing and live as a monk. He then immediately shaved the hair from his own head and changed his clothes to male ones. His father, seeing his child’s strong determination, gave all his possessions to the poor and traveled with Marina to the Kadisha Valley to live in monastic community life, sharing a cell with him under the name Marinos.

After ten years Marinos' father died, leaving him alone. Marinos continued to conceal the fact that he was born a woman. Later, a pregnant woman told her father that Marinos was to blame. On hearing the story, the abbot called for Marinos and reprimanded him severely. When Marinos realized what was happening he fell to his knees and wept, confessing his sinfulness (without explicitly stating how he had sinned) and asking forgiveness. The fact that there was no attempt to deny the fault made the abbot so furious that he told Marinos to leave the monastery. He left at once and remained outside the gates as a beggar. When the pregnant woman gave birth, Marinos raised the child. After ten years the monks convinced the abbot to allow Marinos to return to the monastery.

At the age of forty, Marinos became ill and died. While cleaning the body, the monks discovered that he had, in fact, been born a woman. This made them very distressed. During the funeral prayers, one of the monks, who was blind in one eye, received full sight again after he touched the body. Marinos is commemorated (often with the dead name Marina) in the Roman Catholic Church, the Maronite Church, the Eastern Orthodox Church, and the Episcopal Church.

People cite passages of the Law of Moses to the effect that non-conformity to normative sexual identities is an “abomination.”  But the Torah’s logic of “everything in a category to which it conforms” as the rule for establishing ritual purity and impurity means that “abomination” here includes sowing a field with two crops mixed, hybrid crops, eating shellfish or pork, weaving fabrics of blended materials as well as cross dressing or same-sex intimacy.   All these are of a piece, and this categorical logic was rejected by the Church when it accepted gentiles and stopped requiring the keeping of kosher laws. 

Ancient Hebrew is challenged in expressing abstractions: narrative, lists of examples, and listing opposites are the primary ways it uses for this.  Polar opposites are listed when what is intended is a diverse spectrum of reality between the poles.   Examples include:  “Yahweh shall preserve your going out and your coming in” (Psalm 121:8), where this means “preserve you at all times”;  “I know your rising up and your sitting down” (Isaiah 37:28), where this means “I know you completely.” 

Reading such phrases literally can make you totally miss the point.  “God created man in his own image, in the image of God, He created them, male and female created He them” (Gen 1:37 KJV) is often used as a proof text by Biblical fundamentalists for the immutability and prescriptive normativity of gender difference, a misreading strengthened by the mistranslation of ‘adam as “man” rather than “humankind.”  This is where the idea “God created Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve” comes from.     But here, polarities are clearly representing the spectrum between them and a much better translation should be: 

God created humankind in God’s image;
    in God’s own image God created them;
    male, female, and all in between:  God created them.

Our honoring of St. Marinos underscores the fact that God’s grace operates for all regardless of the spectrums on which they appear.  So should our showing of God’s grace.
  
Grace and Peace,  Fr. Tony+

Sunday, June 14, 2020

Compassion's Harvest (Proper 6A)


 
“Compassion’s Harvest”
Second Sunday after Pentecost, Proper 6 (Year A)
14 June 2020
Homily
8 a.m. and 10:00 a.m. Said Mass
8 a.m. on the Labyrinth; 10 a.m. live streamed from the Chancel
Parish Church of Trinity, Ashland
The Rev. Fr. Tony Hutchinson, SCP, Ph.D., Rector
God, take away our hearts of stone
 and give us hearts of flesh. Amen.


“The harvest is heavy but the workers few.”  I grew up in a small farming town.   There never seemed to be enough workers to bring in the crops before they spoiled, so our population doubled with migrant laborers near harvests, and all the boys in my school had 2 weeks of hard but high-paying work every late August:  bucking hay, throwing the bales onto trucks to be taken into covered barns before rain mildewed it.   The urgency of harvest—gather up the produce before it’s ruined in the fields—drives this saying of Jesus:  with so much to gather, so much work, we need more workers. 

In caregiving for my beloved Elena, I have learned that putting on shoes gently and with kindness is a totally different act than simply cramming them on.  One helps, the other often hurts.  Lifting and doing transfers can be a gentle act, almost dancing. Or, when merely focused on getting the deed done, it can be what Elena and I call “potato-bagging.”  One helps and is affirming; the other can mildly demean and sometimes outright frighten.  And I must here make what can only be called a confession:  I usually am gentle, intentional, and supportive in my care-giving.  The only time when this frays and gets ragged around the edges is when I am on a short deadline, under the gun:  if we’re running late for something, I tend to let the task rather than the cared-for person take priority, and then it can get uglier than it need be.   This is particularly when the deadline involves a point-of-diminishing-returns on the caregiving:  if we get to bed too late, Parkinson’s patients can undergo what is called “sun-downing,” and have a melt-down.  What they don’t tell you is that we caregivers also are prone to sun-downing:  it’s not that we abuse or neglect, but rather, that we simply no longer make the patient’s comfort and confidence paramount.  The deadline takes over and the potato-bagging begins.      

“The harvest is heavy but the workers few.”  For Matthew, the harvest stands for the ultimate deadline—judgment and the end of history.  Harvest is the mission work of the Church; the crops, those ready to accept the Gospel; the field workers, missionaries and pastors.  The ultimate Lord of the Harvest is God.
 
But what would the simple saying have meant on the lips of the historical Jesus speaking to his Galilean peasant, artisan, and day-laborer followers? 

“The harvest is heavy but the workers few” contrasts the huge work demand with a tiny labor force trying to address it.  Such a contrast appears regularly in Jesus’ teachings: between the tiny mustard seed and the huge mustard shrub, the quarter cup of yeast and the 50 pounds of flour that it will turn into bread, the few scattered seeds on good soil and the 100 fold bumper crop they produce.  For Jesus, the arrival of the Reign of God is joyful and overwhelmingly abundant, but only a few people now recognize and enjoy it. “Broad is the road and wide the gate that lead to destruction, and few are they who enter in.  But narrow and constrained is the way that leads to life.”  Or, as in another parable, this seed is growing as if on its own, secretly, with the farmers not aware.  For Jesus, harvest represents the need to wake up and see God already at work among us, not the pressure of a deadline.   We must pray that more and more recognize the arrival of the kingdom, that grace may abound and the small mustard seed grow into the great sheltering bush for many wild birds.   

The goodness and care of God is ever present—the kingdom is here!  But in this mixed world of brokenness and wholeness, many can’t see this.  So we must be God’s hands and voice for others, giving them the answers to their prayers.  Jesus elsewhere says, “Let your light so shine before others that they may see your good works and give glory to our Father in Heaven!”

“Ask the harvest boss to send more workers” means feel the urgency, but don’t fear and let it turn you away from the intentionality of love, compassion.  Sharing the love and support of God means expanding the realm of forgiveness and reconciliation.  It means proclaiming the presence of God’s Reign through our words and actions, and standing in for Christ, in our small way, in the life of others. 

The Prayer Book’s general thanksgiving calls Jesus, “the means of grace, and the hope of glory.”  Jesus calls us to follow him:  we must be the means of grace and hope to those about us.  We should feed their trust, not stoke their fears; nurture and support them, not compete with or condemn them; be joyful and calming, not grim and alarming; inclusive, not exclusive.  As Paul says, “Let love be genuine; hate what is evil, hold fast to what is good; love one another with mutual affection; outdo one another in showing honor” (Romans 12:9-10).

So much work!  So few workers!  God,  help us to show forth your presence and reign to all about us.  Help us show genuine love and care, and not become derailed by urgency or fear.  Amen.


Wednesday, June 10, 2020

Qohelet's Little Secret


Ben Shahn, Qohelet


Fr. Tony’s Midweek Message
June 10, 2020
Qohelet’s Little Secret

In Morning Prayer this last week or so, we have been reading from the Book of Ecclesiastes, or, as it is called in Hebrew, Qohelet (the one who draws things together, a teacher).  Usually understood as the great cynic of scripture, the one who dares to say that life appears to have no meaning, the Teacher is, to my mind, beyond cynicism, since he argues that all is vanity or emptiness, including cynicism and smugly saying “at least I know that life has no meaning.”  Even sitting back and clucking one’s tongue at how rotten things are is silly for him:  “Again I saw all the oppressions that are practiced under the sun. Look, the tears of the oppressed—with no one to comfort them! On the side of their oppressors there was power—with no one to comfort them”  (Eccl. 4:1).  Note: oppressors and oppressed alike need comforters, and find none.   

Taking this to the logical conclusion brings a reductio ad absurdum:  what seems clear and obvious actually reveals profound obscurity:  “And I thought the dead, who have already died, more fortunate than the living, who are still alive; but better than both is the one who has not yet been, and has not seen the evil deeds that are done under the sun” (Eccl. 4:2-3).    For Qohelet, recognizing life’s randomness may be wise, but it brings no joy, and draws into question even whether existence is better than non-existence. 

Elena and I are at the beach on a short vacation.  Yesterday I watched with joy as dogs played and ran in the surf:  utter abandon, unmixed pleasure, and the closest thing I think I shall ever see to “dog heaven.”   As I sat there in the sun, thoughts about the turmoil our country is going through right now and how oppression afflicts both the oppressed and the oppressor kept intruding.  I did not think with Qohelet that maybe oblivion is better than knowingly witnessing “evil under the sun.”   Rather, I wondered how I might better be in the moment, emulate those beach dogs in heaven by losing myself in play, life’s joyful business, and simply try to share blessing and love without reference to outputs or metrics.   Such obliviousness is not oblivion, but rather true presence. 

Grace and Peace.
--Fr. Tony+ 





Saturday, June 6, 2020

Plays well with Others (Trinity Sunday)



Plays Well with Others
Solemnity of the Most Holy Trinity
Sunday after Pentecost, 7 June 2020  
Homily preached at 10:00 a.m. live-streamed Eucharist 
Parish Church of Trinity, Ashland
The Rev. Fr. Anthony Hutchinson, SCP, Ph.D., Rector

In the name of the Holy and Triune God:
Lover, Beloved, and Love Itself. Amen.

We are creatures of words and images. We tell stories, draw comparisons. We think and feel in metaphor, simile, and meme.

We define ourselves in large part by the stories we choose to tell and not to tell, and by the images we choose to describe our world. 

We saw this big time this last week.   Some of us, overwhelmed by yet one more unjust murder took to the streets following a narrative of wicked, evil policemen enforcing the tyrannical power of White Supremacy.  Some took to the streets to simply protest and peacefully fight the Power; a very few others burned and looted.   Some of us counter-demonstrated or sat at home stewing, taking as our principal narrative the idea of feckless parasites trying to burn down society, destroy community peace and the rule of law.  And, sadly, others took the feckless parasites narrative to heart, and then went on false-flag rampages trying to force the authorities to crack down mercilessly or even provoke war between races, or what they called “true Americans” and their perceived enemies.  

A few managed to keep their narratives under control:  fight against systemic racism and police brutality, yes, but also insist on keeping the peace and supporting those charged with that difficult job.  

We define ourselves by the stories and images we choose to describe our world.   

I, as a white male, am reluctant to tell any person who feels they have been the brunt of murderous racial bigotry how to proceed.  My job in this situation is to listen and hear, not prescribe.   

I must say, though, that I personally fully support the idea of Satyagraha, truth force, or peaceful direct action that was the program pursued by Ghandi and the Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, who said:  

 “Every time a riot breaks out it actually helps the cause of [racists] …  [W]e must recognize that the evil deed of the enemy-neighbor, the thing that hurts, never quite expresses all that he is. An element of goodness may be found even in our worst enemy. Each of us is something of a schizophrenic personality, tragically divided against ourselves.… [T]here is some good in the worst of us and some evil in the best of us. When we discover this, we are less prone to hate our enemies … We see [them] in a new light. We recognize that … hate grows out of fear, pride, ignorance, prejudice, and misunderstanding, but in spite of this, we know God’s image is ineffably etched in [each human] being. Then we love our enemies by realizing that they are not totally bad and that they are not beyond the reach of God’s redemptive love…  [So] we must not seek to defeat or humiliate the enemy but to win [their] friendship and understanding.”   

That, within the context of ceaselessly striving for justice and holding people to account for their ongoing wrongs.

Today is Trinity Sunday.  The images we choose to describe God tell much about us:  they inform who we think we are, and what we are called to.   If we believe that God is a hate-filled, violent, and bloodthirsty deity, we probably will emulate some of these traits.   If we believe that God is a complete mystery, unrevealed and unrevealing, that kind of takes away any ability for God to actually touch us or change our life.   If I believe that at heart I am a depraved wretch, I may from time to time actually act like one.

If we think God is the ultimate alpha-male, easily annoyed, jealous of his dignity, head of the armies and police of heaven, we end up with worship as primarily time sucking-up to the Deity, and with a deep sense of permanent unworthiness and constant risk at being thrown into Hellfire by the angry big guy.  Prayer becomes merely an occasion for begging forgiveness and asking favors. 

If we think of God as three distinct beings, gods, really, with a clear pecking order: Father first, Son second, Holy Spirit dead last, we end up with God as a pecking order at the top of an equally steep order of creation, and with an authoritarian hierarchy lording it over the church and ruling over the lowly unwashed laity.

The doctrine of the Holy Trinity is a great fence keeping us from such unhealthy images of God.  At its core is the idea that God is social in God’s very being.   God is in essence plurality and diversity, bound in gentle agreement and unity.  It is not that the Father dominates the Son or Spirit, but that all three persons are in un-coerced honest agreement. 

When we say “God is love” we are not saying merely that God has love, but that the essence of God is the social relationship of loving equals.  I think that “plays well with others” is as the heart of the idea of the Triune God.

Liberation theologian Leonardo Boff put it this way: 

“God is communion rather than solitude… [A]t the root of everything that exists and subsists there is movement; there is an eternal process of life, of outward movement, of love.  Believing in the Trinity means that truth is on the side of communion rather than exclusion; consensus translates truth better than imposition; the participation of many is better than the dictate of a single one.”

It is right to call this special gathering of seekers and sinners here in Ashland, “Trinity.”  Community, consensus, free give and take and mutual service—this is who we are.  Mutual invitation, mutual welcome, mutual respectful listening define us.  And still we must constantly eschew and reject mutual reproach, mutual condemnation and judgment, or trying to score points of being holier than thou, or more woke than thou, or more patriotic than thou. 

Beloved family members here at Trinity: the last few months have been hard, and the last week harder still.  But love is the way through bad times, in fact, the only way through bad times.  God is love, and where love is, God himself is there. 

In the name of the Holy Trinity, Amen.

Wednesday, June 3, 2020

We are not Props (Midweek Message)







We are Not Props 


Fr. Tony’s Midweek Message

June 3, 2020

There are many ideals taught in seminaries about homiletics: the Word of God, properly preached, comforts the afflicted and afflicts the comfortable. A minister must never prostitute the pulpit for partisan political purposes, but must always make the word of God live and breathe for people, and this means making sure they know not just what God is calling us to in our individual lives, but also in our common life. Sometimes this can sound like partisan politics, especially to the comfortable who are afflicted by the Word.  

In the last couple of days, I had several of my triggers pulled, many buttons pushed. Whenever something upsets us, it is useful to ask, not just “what in this bothers me?” but also “what is it in me that makes this upset my balance and serenity?”  
  
What upset me was this: On Monday evening, President Trump had riot police use tear gas, batons, rubber bullets, and flash grenades to clear peaceful protesters in Lafayette Park just north of the White House so he could walk over to St. John’s Episcopal Church and have what he has since called a “highly symbolic photo” taken of him holding a Bible in front of the church, whose nursery had been damaged by a fire Sunday evening, clearly set by someone there because of the demonstrations. (It is not at all clear at this point who wrought this outrage or why.) All Episcopal clergy on the scene on Monday agreed that disproportional and excessive force had been used, injuring many and forcing the clergy, who had been giving out bottles of water to drink and wash chemically burned eyes of people caught in the tear gas, to themselves flee the sacred grounds.  

Public reaction was sudden and overwhelming: The Rector of St. John’s issued a statement of outrage, as did Washington D.C. Bishop Mariann Edgar Budde, as well as the Presiding Bishop, Michael Curry. They said the president had abused the church, and not come to it for worship or prayer, but rather as a scenery backdrop to his call to “get tough” on demonstrators, with the Holy Bible as a stage prop for his photo-op.  

A similar excursion outside the White House the next day to a Roman Catholic center triggered similar outrage from the Roman Catholic Archbishop of Washington D.C. The unanimous message seemed to be: “Come to Church to learn about Jesus and how to follow him, fine! Come to Church to worship and pray, fine! Come to Church to help build reconciliation and peace, fine! But don’t come to our churches to score political points with your base and fan the flames of resentment, fear, and racial distrust instead of trying to deescalate the tension and bring people together.” 
A dear friend of mine, a fellow member of the Society of Catholic Priests who serves as rector of St. Philip’s in the Hills Episcopal Church in Tucson, AZ, captured the affect of this response more succinctly than others. Fr. Robert Hendrickson, you would do well to remember, was President of his local chapter of Young Republicans when he was in college. This is what he wrote in what he later called a somewhat “grumpy social media posting”:   
“This is an awful man, waving a book he hasn’t read, in front of a church he doesn’t attend, invoking laws he doesn’t understand, against fellow Americans he sees as enemies, wielding a military he dodged serving, to protect power he gained via accepting foreign interference, exploiting fear and anger he loves to stoke, after failing to address a pandemic he was warned about, and building it all on a bed of constant lies and childish inanity. I have voted for people from all sides — this is not partisan. It is simply about recognizing the moral vacuum that is now pretending to lead.”
At the same time, I heard from many old friends who still support the President, and were encouraged and emboldened by their Bible-totin’ leader: One posted a picture of the scene with the words, “God bless this man!” Another said, “He may not be anyone’s ideal Christian, but he has helped the cause of faith in America, not the least by working to ban abortions and protect religious liberty.”   


My own reaction, however, hinged on that one phrase, “the Bible as a prop.”  “Prop” was a trigger word because of something that I had experienced while working for the Department of State and trying to follow Jesus at the same time. The experience showed me the difference between partisan posturing and humbly walking in faith.
 
I worked in press relations for much of my career, and became a go-to press center manager for overseas Presidential trips for Bill Clinton’s White House. It was heady stuff: always looking for the right still photo and video framing of the President’s words and actions, always seeking to cultivate the media reps to try to get as sympathetic coverage as we might hope for, and planning and arranging the scenarios to put the President’s work and contributions in their best light. While other embassy colleagues were trying to arrange working meetings with high level leaders from the host country, the circles I traveled in saw everything through the lens of how things might look to the camera. Where my Embassy political and commercial colleagues always referred to foreign dignitaries and common people by name, title, and role, my media management colleagues called them “props” just as we called print media reps “pens,” radio ones “voices,” and video ones “faces.” 

I remember the moment I decided I could no longer in good conscience work press for President Clinton. When the U.S. Embassies in Nairobi and Dar es-Salaam were bombed, the air force brought back the bodies of the U.S. personnel killed. Colleagues at State who knew the deceased and injured were invited to attend the welcoming ceremony at Andrews. When we arrived, we were driven to a small hangar off to the side rather one of the capacious ones in the center of the base. The small hangar was overcrowded, hot, and chaotic. I understood: the media team had not wanted the images of the President talking to a half-filled building, and so they had insisted on crowding the bereaved, including family members, into a confined space that while uncomfortable for us “props” provided a proper “cut-away” view accentuating the President’s importance. At one point, I saw a White House press officer who I had spent hours, days, and weeks working with in Dakar Senegal just a few months before there on the other side of the dividing rope. I passed within a foot of him, called him by name, smiled, and said, “Hi.” He looked in my direction, eyes clouding over with puzzlement, and then he turned away without a word. He could not process me as an acquaintance and colleague. In this setting, I was just a prop. We were all, State Department employees, bereaved family members, and all, just props. And handlers don’t talk to props. 
 
Suddenly, there President Clinton was, front and center on the dais, 3 1/2 meters away from us, with the 13 flag-draped coffins in between. It was the morning after the sordid details about Monica Lewinski’s blue dress had appeared front page in the Washington Post. Clinton was peddling as fast as he could to get out of the ditch he had thrown himself into. The First Lady was late in arriving, so initially Secretary Albright sat to his side. As we waited for the press to finish hooking things up and for things to start, the President began to chat with the Secretary. She must have said some mild witticism, because there, in full view of the bereaved families on the other side of the coffins, Mr. Clinton began laughing. 
But then, as part of the white screen balance, the live light on TV Camera One came on and he knew his image was live. His smile turned down into a frown, and he reached deftly into his suit pocket and fetched a handkerchief, with which he wiped imaginary tears from his eyes. I was only a few feet away and saw it clearly, and was sickened. I never traveled for him again, or worked with his handlers, despite intense pressure on my bosses from the White House Travel Office.  

I don’t think I’m telling any secrets here to say that I am pretty left wing, and agreed with most of Bill Clinton’s policies. But Clinton’s taking advantage of that intern, his lack of any integrity beyond what showed to his audience or could be argued by his attorney, all this raised profound questions for me. To see this in front of the families of colleagues and friends killed in their service to the nation hurt me deeply. 
  
Fast forward a few years: when George W. Bush became President, I assumed he was as ignorant and misinformed as his mispronounced words and naïve appeals to evangelical Christianity made him appear. I was doing senior intelligence analysis work on East Asia at the time, and was privy to many things that never make it into the media. I was told that his hail-fellow-well-met image as a West Texas frat boy was an image he had cultivated after losing two elections run as an Ivy-league scion of the Kennebunkport Bushes. On one occasion when I prepared a briefing for the President on a complex and highly sensitive subject, I was surprised to have him ask the single most astute question only a careful and informed reader could have formed from the dense and heavily footnoted 15 page paper. A few months later, an American missionary who had been held hostage by terrorists in the Philippines was freed in a bloody operation that left two of his fellow captives dead. He was returned to the U.S. and was waiting at LAX to change planes to rejoin his family. The President was headed to East Asia on a long trip. Air Force One happened to stop at LAX at the same time. President Bush asked if he could meet privately with the traumatized missionary, who agreed. They met for a couple of hours. The President consoled the man, listened to his stories, and then prayed with him. All in private. The story was never leaked to the press because the President had given clear orders that he did not want the story reported. He did it because he thought it was the right thing, and it would not have been the right thing if he had tried to make political hay out of it by publicizing what needed to be private. Here was a President with whom I disagreed on nearly all major policy issues, but who earned my respect and love by trying to do what he saw was the right thing.
 
I tell these stories not to drop names. I was a very minor, low-level observer in both. But they formed me, and lie behind my take on the issue of politics and religion today, and how I understand what is appropriate or inappropriate to preach. Partisan politics is by nature a struggle of our side vs. their side. The great temptation is always to see no redeeming virtues in your opponents and no sins or abusive behavior in your own people. Partisan advantage is sown and grown in part by exclusion of others and by lying, whether by silence of inconvenient truths or by wholesale fabrication. And call me cynical, but all politicians, leaders and adherents of party—political or otherwise—suffer from these failings in one degree or another. But we are still called to transcend these our failings. 

The Church is there to call us beyond ourselves. It is there to help us transcend our failings. It is not there as a tool to manipulate others. It is not a backdrop; the Bible is not a prop. One item of note: the only religious leaders who have since come out and said they thought the St. John’s scene was good are fundamentalist-leaning evangelicals or authoritarian Roman Catholics who wish they could ditch the current Pope and perhaps even go back before Vatican II. I see this as support from people who use faith and the Bible to manipulate others, who see nothing wrong with making props of sacred things. In this scene, unfortunately, I saw the worst of both worlds: the moral obtuseness of a Bill Clinton, with none of his policy smarts; the policy weakness (and worse!) of a George W. Bush, with none of his humble, empathetic faith. President Bush’s faith has led him in recent weeks to make very helpful and inspiring comments, both on Covd-19 and on Racial Injustice and Police Brutality. 
Anyone who thinks that they can bully and resolve with violent force this current turmoil is deceiving themself. The myth of redemptive violence is at the root of white supremacy and privilege; domination of others is its basic nature. If we are going to address the causes of our current dismay, we must first drive violence from the sacred city, not bring it there. To do otherwise is to follow the plan of the Accuser.

I pray for the President not because I believe he is on the right track: I pray for the President—any President—to try to help them get onto and then persevere on the right track. God knows that with all the challenges we are facing right now—pandemic illness, economic collapse, a society on the brink of disintegration because of persistent injustice—all of us, the President included, need all the help we can get, not to pursue our own projects and advance our own tribe, nation, or party, but to bring healing to the universe. Our Christian faith demands we listen to each other, judge not, and then act to bring God’s light, love, and compassion to bear on the broken scenes in which we find ourselves. 

Grace and Peace, 
    Fr. Tony+